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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Love Bipolar

hmmmpp e2 nanaman si ako... tama na ksi... bt ganun?
if you dont like drama, just don't read this one...

Its his birthday today and im so excited to call him and sing a birthday song for him like what he did on my birthday, I alarmed my phone and i want it to be exactly 12 then there I was so excited to dial his number and then I got disappointed because his phone was off... so every hour i tried to call him but still his phone is off... I checked his page to see if there's something new.. And yes there is something new... now I know what's the message for... "If you have somebody else right now I hope he will love you the way I did.." I've been here for 5 long months and I never attempted to find somebody else or accept somebody. I just live my life day by day. I talked to boys take pictures with them, actually go out with few but that's it. I guess you can't wait. That's fine...

It hurts like hell but It also felt good... how ironic... I miss the feeling... the feeling of getting hurt... yes, I am jelous and you did a very good job... so this is the point of you letting go? so is she the one?

I am not going to hold you back again like before and then just leave you again in nowhere... if this is all the karma and i have to pay back the pain that you've suffered then that's the call... Like i said I know im gonna be really sorry for letting you go and i can't find somebody else like you...

I hope this is the happiness that you've been waiting for... and "us" is the best thing that happened to me, nobody can beat what you did...

"You miss me or just the things I do for you?"

-the things that you did for me are part of who you are, so yeah...





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