Drama

yep it's been a whillllllllllllllleeeee since i wrote a blog.. omg. I used to love writing blogs like everyday and it helped me get through each day.

Today i really needed an output for everything that's going on. I'm a very happy person and things like sadness and depression doesn't always bother me because i can always make myself happy in any way (that sounded really weird). It's not like im crazy or whatever lol.

So this is one of those days that hits me real hard and make me feel like "hey, I'm ALONE." I realized that yes I'm really alone. Don't get me wrong i appreciate my relatives, brother, cousins and Aunt who's helping me out right now and super appreciate it...

But my MOM and lil bro... my friends back home... damn i miss those times. I miss how a heartbreak can be easily get over with. You won't feel that much pain because your friends are there to tap your back and say "Everything's gonna be alright" as if they know exactly what to say to make you feel better...

I got few real friends out here and my cousins that i could talk. My boyfriend is inlove with his xbox so forget about it.

Life is tough now but I can't stop right now. I can't stop loving. I can't stop believing and I can't stop hoping that everything's gonna be alright...

So far... I got my driving license and aiming for a car. One step at a time...