hi blog! :) sorrrrrrrryyy it's been a while! I know i promised this year will be better but I've been missing day @_@ i don't even know where to start to update you...
been very busy laely or if not just tired and not in the mood. Sometimes I'm just so stressed out and drained when I get home from work. It's not that I don't like my job, i super love it but there's so much responsibilities and it's just crazy @_@. i miss my old folks at the nursing home now that I'm working @ the dialysis center i have less time to work there.
Everyday you get to prolong a life. People with no kidneys functioning or at least minimal. Few young ones and it scares me to death. Most of them are real nice... :) Did i mention crying at work? yeah. I know I'm a cry baby.
Was all stressed out and overwhelmed that i just burst into tears. It's not because i got frustrated and wanted to quit but I was just stressed out that I can't do enough for everybody at that minute. i had 3 patients agitated and asking me where are they going to sit down (just got back from class don't know seating arrangement + there's still patients on their chairs getting dialyzed), 3 machines beeping all at the same time and one patient yelling at me because she wants her needle out, Ora mismo!
5 minutes later... patient said to me: "everything's gonna be alright, you'll see. Events like this makes you stronger.." and then here i Go again tears just rushed down my face. I was wearing a facemask and all covered with tears lol. I'm such a cry baby. But you know what? that day truly made me stronger, i get stressed out during turnovers but not to the point that i would break down.
anyway. blog is getting longer! updates updates!
since my fb is more updated I'll just post the pics of different happenings!
VALENTINES!
Feb. 09 ate deans BDAY!
Mall date with love :)
Freestyle Extravaganza
yey slot machines!
my new tat :) finished!
ellie :)
