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Sunday, January 22, 2012

If you mess up, 'fess up.

A lot of things scares me, and one of those is responsibility. When I am given a certain task that accompanies great responsibilities, it scares the hell out of me. I just feel like what if i mess up? what if I am not the right person? all negative things then i just try to convince myself everything's gonna be alright no matter what i just have to put my effort, i just have to get over that certain fear.

Well how about you? how do you cope? every person has their own way overcoming such instances. I think I am more braver than I thought I am. 

Well everyday is a challenge especially at work. I can't still believe that my decisions are important, that doctors hear me out when i tell him suggestions about my patient or that somebody needs my signature bec they can't proceed without it. It's those mature stuffs that just freaks me out sometimes i feel like I am really OLD! lol

I think maybe because I'm such a goof, i fool around and joke all the time and im used to people not taking me seriously back home haha well it's a new life time to be more mature and professional.

Anyway seriousness aside, it was a great day today. Pariots win and will go to Superbowl. I think that's one thing that's "americanized" in me is watching football, i didn't watch sports back home because it's just plain boring for me but my cousin told me to start watching it and thought me bout the game. So i started watching it with him and got so into it but only when it's getting near the championship hahaha. i just want to be able to experience super bowl. The way I would described it, superbowl here is like Pacquiao having a fight where all filipinos try to watch and support him of course. It's nearly the same thing! Pretty much like a BEER DAY! wohoooo! 

Oh well I'm runnign out of interesting things to say! hahaha i wasn't able to blog yesterday i fell asleep again for I am soooo tired! didn't even do grocery shopping and just went out to friendlys to eat with gemoy, we both had milshake and fried chicken with mashed potatoes and corn. Then went to the mall to get me a pair of gloves coz this cold weather sucks especially when im trying to clean up my car every snow fall.

PS. Thank BHEB for my Patriots JERSEY :) love you....


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