The test of TRUST

e2 nanaman tumataas ang anxiety level kO... everytime na mangyayari to iisa lng ang sinsaksak ko sa kokote ko ung sinabi saken ni Grace atfer namen magexam sa airforce.

Grace: Alam mo ba cheng kanina nung lumabas ako tpos nagCR ako dba nung exam? tnanong ko si God sa prayer ko sabi ko Lord Kumusta na po ung test ko tpos parang bglang may pumasok na sagot sa isip ko na sabi ni God "ano bang test ang tinutukoy mo?" then dun ko naisip na higit sa lahat ng test na pngdadaanan naten sa buhay ang pinakaimporte, the TEST of TRUST naten kay Lord...

(medyo d q na alam exct words na sinabi nya pero malapit n d2)

Kumabaga un mga test lng yan simpleng exam meron pang mas mahahalagang bagay sa buhay nten ang dapt nating alalahanin...

Ang pinaka mainam kong gawin magreview ng magreview then bahala na si God sa akin ^_^


@ Work!

Today nagstart ang mahiwaga kong 12 hour shift ayun nasugat ung kmay ko and ngkapasa ng maliliit kc tumatama sa mga tray ng mails... ayun! pero ayus lng keri pa rin ang beauty! hahahah kahit pala anong gawin ko at kahit nasaang lupalop ako ng mundo ako pa rin si AKO hahah... BALIW pa rin po ako. hahhahaha naaaning mga ka Work ko saken medyo knakabahn n nga ako kc baka akala nila praning tlga ako! hahahah... pero okay lng atleast sbi naman nila lagi daw mataas ung energy powers ko and ayun bkit lagi daw ako masaya at nakatrip! hahaha sympre ikaw ba naman paminsan minsan lng mkakita ng ibang tao d k sasaya? ahahaha...

Ayun I was asking my new co workers kung anong pinagkakakabalahan nila d2 sa CT tpos un nga ngjajackass nlng daw sila sa sobrang kaboringan hahahaha... well so far kasundo ko naman si mamita, sean and mr vypro! hahahaah well ayun ako'y matutulog na dahil may pasok pko ng maaga tom! babush!

Responsibility

well i opened my own bank account yesterday! weeeee i have a bank account in the philippines but my mom used to arrange all the papers for me and never did I experience to actually do it by myself and it's something really new to me! hahahahha It's true that once you earn your own money it's kinda more difficult for you to spend it coz you really worked hard for it... Finally, I have my own debit card weee but im still waitng for the bank to mail it to me... we also went to chuck e cheese yesterday to treat the kids then after that went to red robin to have our lunch!

I'm planning to shop online and buy a book coz it's much cheaper on ebay but until now i can't confirm my paypal account coz it will take 3 to 5 business days for my bank account to receive the deposit amounts that paypal sent. well maybe im just gonna buy my book on barnes and nobles anyway i found some coupons online that will give me 15% off in a single item purchase...

Well today is my last day off, another 12hours shift tomorrow until saturday! and ate mhel and i need to produce 10 dozens of ensemada until friday because there's a lot of orders calling her wooootttt...

Shopping is really addicting! hmmmmppppp but thank God im back to normal, controlling myself to not spend my money hahha! well maybe because back in the phillippines i will not even dare to buy expensive stuffs coz at first I cant afford it second, i don't really need it. Well back to my own self again hahah. Enough of the caprichos hahahah..

Well it's getting really cold here!!! fall is coming.. can't wait to see the leaves of the trees turn to different colors!!! But dont worry guys im still taking a bath everyday! hahahahah

Tired, had fun, discovery

well after 20 years of my life ngayon ko lng nalaman na half filipino half irish pala ako! hahahaha not really a big thing but it's nice to know...

ayun super mega pagod ako today! haaaiizzz pero okay lng masaya p rin ang life! hehehe woooootttt! at nababadtrip aq sa mga paninda d2 hmmm HAIRPIN $2???? hairpin???? hahhahaha 10 pieces na hairpin 2 dollars? hainaku! hahahahah!

ayun lumabas kami ulit ni kuya kumain sa labas with ate anna and bella...!

excited nq for next week kc madadalaw ko n rin grave ni daddy... weeeee!

Buhay Estudyante

grabbed this from Ixy! hehehe

miss q n ang buhay estudyante haha! grabeee.... so yung mga ngaaral p dyan n sobrang tinatamad na grabe mamimiss niyo yang bwat moments n yan kaya dpat sulitin niyo bwat minuto

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Finally found what I'm lookin for...

yeah hahaha just got home from the second day of my working life ahhahah and my kuya mike asked me "How's work?" and i said "grabe nakakapgod pala tlga magtrabaho!" jeeezzz never imagined that I will be this tired! we will start our 12 hours shift next week and i don't know if i can survive that long hours of standing and walking here and there! But i need a job and I waited and prayed for having one so i can go on with my plans. Well so far I am enjoying the part that I'm meeting a lot of different people! hahaha my cousin is one the trainors so it's not that hard for me to actually be myself coz atleast i have someone around guiding me lol...

The most uncomfortable part is actually calling the attention of your supervisor by first name, hahaha I'm trying to actually avoid saying sir/maam coz for them it will be too awkward. I'm having fun working with this bunch of people coz they are really nice.

Sometimes even the smallest things that you do to other people would really affect them in a BIG way. Good or Bad. I am used to saying "hello" or "good morning" to the security guards, janitors and bus drivers before back in my HS and college days and i kinda always doing the same in work and I didn't know that my cousin knew these lady who was making some marks in the machine that wer gonna use, so when she intoduced me to the lady, she said "oh that's why among all the trainees who walked in here she's the only person to say hi and goodmorning to me, now I know why coz she's also a filipino like you" and I never really thought it would matter to her. That's one of the good things about us Filipinos and I'm really proud to be one.

well another day tomorrow and probably more tiring coz we will actually start doing what we are tasked to do in our job so adios! ahahahha

Excited for Work

wooot just got home from noel's house all the gang was there and we played pusoy dos again! hhahaha.. actually we're supposed to go to the beach today that was the plan but since all of the guys got drunk last night we rescheduled it! lol hahahahah

Played Beer pong last night, grrrr first time i ever heard or play the game... hahaahha 10 glass of beer on each side of the table then 2 vs 2 on each side, then u have to shoot the ball on the other side's glasses if you shoot they gonna drink it until u finish all of the ten in the other side u win! then the team who lost will drink the remaining glasses on your side! then after, my stomach hurts really bad because of that, all of the acid grrrr... well I had fun haaha!

Tomorrow is actually my first day going work! weeeeee.... excited and anxious! hahahah.... lol mixed emotions but i'll survive hahaha! well i need to go to bed now, will update you guys tom!

Two Minds for Two Worlds!

hehehe.. well finally got a job! weeee thank God... not much salary but will definitely help me to earn the money i need for my exam! weeeeee! Well i need to start adjusting my time and the things that i need to do everyday... My training will start on monday until friday. I am so excited to finally start. We had our orientation earlier and everything went fine.

It's so hard to make my plans work because you need to balance everything. I just think of the people I love so much then that's it im motivated again to do my best... I need to be really patient enough. Work then earn enough then take the exam. Sounds easy huh? lol

Well i plan to take my license in NY coz it has fewer requirements but i just found out that NY is one of the hardest nclex. Are you kidding me?? Grrrr... If I will pass, I will pass. hahahah yeah right...! If they can do it I can also do it. hahahah.... a lot of processing and payments! NY application, CGFNS verification will take 6 to 8 weeks.

Well, im so proud of all my batchmates especially my classmates for the achievements and it really motivated me to do better weee! My situation here is not really easy but i need to figure out ways so i can have enough for review... I just need your prayers for me so I can accomplish everything...

whooosh change topic, it's a rainy summer here in CT. a lot of thunderstorms. You can't actually understand the weather coz it's raining now then after 5 mins. the sun shows up as if nothing happened.

I miss everyone! Im dying to see you guys! my family, friends, barkada, classmates, ampupu, C.Is

oh well gonna update you sooner or later! need to take a nApppppp!

Stage 2: Anger

what happen close open??? well i just received few text messages from him on chikka and i was not happy with what He actually said. Do you ever think huh??? Oh my. You can ask me anything why i did this and that, and if you're not happy that you're on my "LALAB" photo album then it's fine. "Pkunswelo de bobo??" what a word. Bobo ka?? definitely not coz if you are do you ever think that I will choose you to be my boyfriend before?? I even courted you remember??? Yeah right guys I was the one who was actually pushed myself for him to like me.

Mahilig ka lng mgtangatngahan at magbobobobohan. Masyado kang naiinsecure sa mga taong alam mong hinahangaan ko even before pa n ngkaroon tyo ng relationship. Edi sana sa kanya nlng ako ng full effort at hindi na kita pinatulan. NOBODY can ever love and APPRECIATE me the way that you did. Hindi rin ako ngeexpect na maiintndhan mo pa every word na sinsabi ko sayo. Three things,

You know how to love wholeheartedly and you're smart and talented. I cant do anything about how my feelings changed do i have to say that over and over again? I understand, you're upset, you're mad and by now siguro isang milyong beses mo na akong minumura. Yeah maybe ako lahat sumira ng lahat lahat. I admit it. I lost the most perfect relationship I ever had. I just asked for time. and you're not fine with that gs2 mo pasukin buong buhay q, i can't do that. Yeah flattering na halos or lahat ng plans mo nandun ako pero hey, you have sean, u have ur own life, dream for ur own first. Your own success. And Alm mo sino ang priority at this moment of my life. kung may dumating man na mamahalin ka at mamahalin mo then go for it (okay madrama ung part n yun).

Never kitang tinratong basura...at never akong ngsalita ng masama against you. You earned my respect na alam kong sa sobrang hate mo sken ngyon baka nga nilagyan m nko ng buntot at sungay... Alam mo yun??? naiisip ko lagi pano kita nsaktan gaano ako nging mean sayo lahat lahat ngrerewind sa utak ko lahat lhat. LAHAT ng plans and lahat ng dreams na binuo ko sa life ko nandun ka, lahat ng steps at decision ko nandun ka, sa pinaka down moment ng life ko, sa tingin mo ba gnun kadali lahat i let go un??? Someday maiintndhan m rin maiisip mo rin lahat lahat kung bakit bakit bakit.

P.S may trabaho nko gs2 ko lng ishare.

SO PROUUUUDDDDDDD!!!!!

Congrats again Jubilaeus!!!!

CONGRATULATIONS to the following Jubilaeus R.N.s Board Topnotchers:

11th Place: Tracy Jelicar C. Ramos, R.N. (84%)

12th Place: Archie Glenn M. Catahan, R.N. (83.8%)

14th Place: Maria Theresa H. Mangune, R.N. (83.4%)

15th Place: Cuthbert M. Paz, R.N. (83.2%)

16th Place:
Angelo P. Angeles, R.N. (83%)
Darwin R. Santos, R.N. (83%)
Jonathan C. Cura, R.N. (83%)
Lea Amor A. Dobles, R.N. (83%)
Rina T. Nicdao, R.N. (83%)

17th Place:
Jeanine G. Reyes, R.N. (82.8%)
Marc Anthony B. Pecson, R.N. (82.8%)
Rizelle Mona Jade S. Ocampo, R.N. (82.8%)
Princess Azalea M. Adelan, R.N. (82.8%)

18th Place:
Renz Michael P. Guilas, R.N. (82.6%)
Catharina Anna Z. dela Cruz, R.N. (82.6%)

19th Place: Ria Camille M. Paquit, R.N. (82.4%)

Celebration and Frustration

wooot congratulations biyay! hahahah congatz for passing ur interview sa immigration and finally ur going here na!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee! i'm so happy and super excited and still jobless.. hahahaha i connect ba? lol

It's frustrating everytime I realize that I've been here for almost 2 months and still not able to accomplish any of my goals or plans... It's ok if im just going to work for myself but that is not the case, i have some loans to pay back home and need to help my mom with the bills, it's nice when i can send some of my hardwork money lol yeah right and it's so BORING here BORING! Thank God i met some new friends and it kinda lighten my life leaving here... NOEL, MIKE, JOHN, TRAM and Julian. Although we're not that close yet atleast I have someone to talk to other than the kids and ate mhel... They're really nice.

Filipinos here always love to have cook outs, get together and small parties or even poker sessions. Yeah that's the only other thing to do besides work. Speaking of work, I already signed a lot of applications for different companies and restaurants here, stop n shop, dunkin... Hopefully I could get the job in the clinic, the doctor said he will help me so i can earn the money for my exams! weeee but he's too busy and i am not expecting too much! lol days passed by so FASSSSST! hmmm....

AGAIN, Congrats to biyay! hahaha! by the time n dumating ka d2 WINTER na yari ka sa LAMIG! ako kaya????????

New Friends... had a good time.

finally! have new friends with the same interests! hahahah went to the party with ate mhel and the kids and met this friend of my kuya and he's really funny lol hahah we have a lot in common and also met some of his friends too and his ex girlfriend who's half vietnamese and half american i think? They have a lot of plans already like going to the mall, clubs and even have a plan bringing me to a strip club lol! hahaha. My bro also went to the party but unfortunately he's not with bella and ate anna coz it's kinda late already. I miss my dearest pamangkin!

It's really nice to have a big brother who's always there to protect you and be there for you. He was kinda "OKAY GUYS NOT TOO CLOSE TO MY SIS WALANG TALO TALO D2 MAKUHA KAYO SA TINGIN" ahahah but yeah it's really nice to have new friends to talk to. TALK and TALK and TALK. I miss you mahal, i really do. I'm always talking about you, your tattoos, How much you love me, how great our love was, you being my bestfriend. I miss my bestfriend. My only bestfriend in the whole wide world.

Freakin Tired...

i miss i miss

hhhmmm e2 alas 3 ng hapon d2 malamang tulog kayo ng mga oras n ton sa pinas unless ngpupuyat kayo! heehe...

well, i just want to update my blog and you guys kung interesado kayo hahahaha sa aking buhay! ahahah. First, and dami kong namimiss na bagay ung mga damit ko ung mga gamit ko, ung computer kong bulok, ung kwarto kong maliit, @ higit sa lahat family ko at mga kaibigan ko...

Mga natutunan ko d2? MAGLUTO, hahaha gumawa ng ENSEMADA, EMPANADA, CASSAVA CAKE @ INIPIT hahahaha dapat pala ng HRM nlng ako... hahahah NAtutunan ko rin na magpasensya sa mga bata, before sobrang pinapaiyak ko p mga pamangkin ko pero ngyon humahaba n ung pasenxa ko hahaha. Nagagamit ko na ung Developmental theory ni Erik Erikson lol. NATUTO din akong Magshopping! amp na yan! pero sympre dun muna ako sa mga sale sale aahhaha tpos natuto din ako magdrive!!! weeeeee

well ayun kahit anong gawin ko nilelead tlga sa dapat ung daan ko, tama ba nmng hnd kami magkainitndhan ng mama ko at ayun pumalpak ung application ko for LPN, nagaantay aq ng 2weeks sa wala.. Kasalanan ko naman i told her n xa ung magfax and hnd ako tumwag agad sa Public Health d2 to confirm kung natanggap na nila Application ko, plus kaht school pa ung ngfax ganun din kulang din ng transcript.

Naisip ko kung tutuloy ko p ba? oh magtatake na ko ng NCLEX RN agad? pero i need to work sabay sa Review kc i need to get the money na kulang for my application... bayad na ung exam sa pearson vue, $200 for the exam but since ang nilagay q dun LPN may bayad na 50$ pag chinange mo to RN, plus $135 application sa New York + $350 for CGFNS verification dahil foreign educated ako... expensive noh>? unlike LPN mgbabayad ka lng ng 75+200 that's it. Plus i need to send money sa pinas para sa mga expenses sa bahay... good thing meron p rin akong savings sa bangko kaso nga lng paguwi ko p ng pinas makukuha and di pwedeng i authorize si mama...

Mahirap maging mahirap hahahah... nkakapressure pa lalo kc mga friends ko RN na hahaha medyo naovercome ko na ung part na yun... kc sobrang saya q feeling ko pumasa rin ako ahhaha. Tapos ung mga kamaganak pa tanong ng tanong kung may trabaho nq >.<>

MADAMING PAGKAIN. ang natatapon ko araw araw... nakakapanghinayang lalo n nung first week ko d2 ang sakit sa loob na itapon ung mga leftovers. Hindi katulad sa pinas pwede mo pakain sa aso or ipamigay sa kapitbahay. d2 dretcho sa basurahan. Hindi ko naman carry na ubusin lahat un lol. Si ate mhel kc pagnagluto tuloy tuloy na hindi m n mapipigilan parang ngluluto pra sa 10 tao eh lima lng kmi d2 plus kids pa ung dalawa...

NAKAKAADDICT ANG COOLATTA... pramis.. sana merong ganito sa pinas talbog pa ang starbucks. Now i know kung bakit mahilig sila d2 sa donut kc masarap ung donut d2. Sana meron ding Coolatta sa mga dunkin donuts sa pinas... magadvertise ba? hahaha d2 nauubos savings ko amp almost $4 isa ung medium size na parang xLarge na sa pinas pero nauubos ko p rin hahahaha.

AYOKO UNG PIZZA d2. Ayoko ung pizza d2 lalo na nung una kong matikman pero siguro kayo mageenjoy kayo mas gs2 ko ung pizza n simple lng i mean parang DIDIS pizza hahaha

NANONOOD ako ng BIG BROTHER d2. hahaha grabe kc ung Big brother nila siraan d2 siraan doon tpos tlgang plastican sila super... kc d2 hindi taong bayan ang huhugsa hahaha sila sila sa loob ng bahay!

MUKHA DAW AKONG BATA. Leche. nanliliit ako sa mga tao d2 hahahah ang tatangkad. Hindi daw ako mukhang 20 kumusta pa kaya ung mga kaibigan ko???

HINDI PALA AKO ADDICT. hahahha kahit wala akong ginagawa at bored ako never kong naisip magyosi hahahah kaya pinamigay ko ung 2 pack na dala dala ko hahahah.

Npapahaba na ang kwento ko lol kung merong part na hindi kayo naliliwanagan comment nalang hahaha..

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