A feeling or spell of dismally low spirits

cold evening. hot chocolate. empty heart.

it's getting colder day by day... everything seems to be plain. My escape? work. Few more paychecks then I'm gonna slow down, need more time to focus reviewing cause honestly after my work i don't have enought energy anymore to read my books. I'm planning (again planning) to enroll for a very expensive review course but I don't know yet if I can come up with the money soon. I am hoping i could enroll for the class starting Nov. 3.

Thank God the first step is finally over and done! Collected the money needed for application, fill up the application and my cousin will mail it tomorrow! wooottt.. One step at a time! when I'm losing hope about all of this NCLEX thing i usually visit one forum which some of the NCLEX RN passers and takers usually share their experiences and advices about the whole exam and ofcourse the test of Trust! always remember that Ms. pickering! hahahah God will always be here for me no matter what!

--CRAZY

i just want to share my experience guys, hahaha i was having my break time one day at my part time job, i was sitting @ the counter and one of the customer was standing nearby, as i opened my bag I saw the ensemada I prepared earlier, i was thinking if I'm gonna eat it or save it for lunch since I don't know yet if somebody will bring me food. Then I chose to eat it since im really hungry that time, We filipinos usually offer food to anybody when we're eating you know that's our culture, so I asked this man, "You want some?" and to my surprise he actually walked towards me and pinch a part of my bread. Hahahha i was like @_@ okay... It just surprised me that he doesnt even know me but he didn't even hesitate to actually go over me and pinch a part. It's not a big deal though. Sometimes i just forget that I'm in a different world now. hahahah