So drained

nothing is clear or definite to me at this moment, I've been working 7 days a week just to make the money for my RN application, only to find out that i need a license in the Philippines first in order for my application in CGFNS to be processed (not sure yet) ... now I'm just so drained... so probably gonna call the CGFNS tom. to confirm everything coz i called NYsed earlier and they said it doesn't matter if i have a license in the phil. or not and they will not even look at it. Well i feel down but what can i do? I want to cry but what for? it will not change anything.

Good news is Tep tep gave birth today to a baby girl!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee! misshooo friend take care of our little angel tell her stories about her "pretty ninang" okay? ahahhaha

Life sucks sometimes but it doesn't mean that everything will turn out bad... I'll be fine. God will always be there for me no matter what. as long as i still have good things to look at, life is still worth living...



*starting today, I will never forget to bring my cp and the key to the house anywhere I go. We cooked egg roll and pancit earlier for ate mhel's co worker (Greg) coz it's his bday last sunday and as a simple appreciation from us for all the help and favors... We had our lunch together @ ate mhel's work then Greg was the one to give me a ride home. So when I got back the garage door was closed and I realized that i did not bring the key with me. I don't want any hassles for greg so i told greg i'll be fine and just leave me there and also to tell ate mhel that i don't have the key to the house. So i tried to check all the doors if one is open. i'm starting to be really hopeless coz that was like 12:30pm and ate mhel is gonna be out from work like around 2pm. I saw that basement door and tried to lift it up to open it damn that was a very scary scene for me like ur going down to a abandoned house or something remind me of the Texas chainsaw massacre hahaha plus I'm really claustrophobic then luckily the door is unlocked. weeeee..

I forgot my cp and the keys but never forgot the CAMERA hahahha!