a Good Conversation

well, today i had one of the most meaningful conversation I've ever had... talked to Kang (erica) on the phone like for two hours?? wheeeww... I mean we're not even close when we're still classmates before we used to talk but just crazy college stuffs... i used to be annoyed on how she laughs in class but I got used to it and I kinda missed it when she left... It's really nice to have her on my YM list and atleast it has given us a chance to know more about each other. I had a lot of good conversations before but this is one of the best. I mean we talked about a lot of things like how's life going on and this and that and she opened me to a lot of views and I also learned a lot of things. We talked about God, faith and even hell... lol yeah some of you may feel uncomfortable talking with ur friends about God but I tell you, it's really a good topic to share with your friends... She's like my friend Gracee, hahah.

Grace, always enlightens me about a lot of things especially about christianity and she's really nice. She even introduced a very interesting book that I wish someday I could have one copy of that... "The Screwtape Letters" by C.S Lewis. It's nice to have friends like them... My blog is not even enough to describe these two girls. I want to keep you my Gals as my friend forever. You made a difference in my LIFE.

One step at a time...

woahhh.. I've been here for like 1 month and 9 days.. wheeewww! can't believe that I survived that nyahaha lol.. it sucks when you plan a lot of things and it doesn't go on your way... I have to be patient and wait.. but so far everthing is fine, yes im still JOBLESS nyahaha... and i need motivations right now oh my! hahaha been busy doing a lot of things except READING and REVIEWING... hahaha yeahh.. i feel lazy... im always lazy to read hahah..

Today, we went shopping.. yeah hahah but i hate it coz i can't help myslef but to buy things and clothes that i don't even need. AND I NEED TO SAVE MONEY hmmmppp... anyway Jaybee (tita mhel's son) went back to canada today, he stayed here for like a month so things became a little lighter here coz i Have a teen with me in the house and someone to help me with the kids.. he's really nice SOMETIMES hahaha lol joking... gonna miss him for sure..
I had a really tough driving lesson last night that made me really scared about driving... i feel dumb about it.. but nevermind hahah...

we grab some snacks and movie last night and i was kinda amazed about the DVD vending machine like hahah... lol...
hmm still waiting for my ATT, 1 week more then let's see... T_T

It's kinda late already but I want to congratulate all my batchmates who passed the board exam. For those who didn't make it, come on guys we're still young, it's not the end of the world, DON'T LOSE HOPE, things happen for a reason, goodluck and Godbless to all of us.

JUBILAEUS! nyahaha

well, how's life so far? nyahaha I know some of you already find a job that's too far from what should we be doing while waiting for the result of the exam but what could we do? the hospitals don't have much to offer... lol! Some are already starting their path as nurses! yeaaahhh! and some are kinda being hopeless coz they feel like kinda hopeless coz they can't start doing what they want to do for a lot of reasons... well first, guys come on give ur self a BREAK nyhaha unless u really need the money to support ur family or buy the things u want using ur own money... but 2months of a jobless life is not bad,, really... we've been studying for almost 16years of our life that's a lot of time compared to 2 months of taking a break and relaxing and somewhat feel LIFE... besides, when u start working that's it! you'll be working and working and working... YOU deserve to take a break... we all do... It's easy to say huh? hahaha I'm also feeling that way that its kinda depressing that I'm already 1month staying here and still jobless and plus the fact that I'm away from the people that I love, from the things that I used to do... it really sucks you know.

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My life cycle here is kinda boring, like wake up @ 10am, clean, prepare breakfast for the Kids, read a little bit, watch TV/movies, read a little bit, go to the soccer fireld with the kids, EAT EAT EAT! read read read, surf the net... lol sleep around 3am! then another day cycle, plus dinner and lunch @ mall or some resto... Finding a job here is easy but Finding the RIGHT JOB is kinda different, since nurses should have a LICENSE woah... and they are expensive and ur kinda prone to depression nyahaha if you get what I mean... just waiting for my ATT to be delivered here and if I pass? woah I'll be the happiest person haha and if hmmmm just please visit me in my funeral... hahahaha lolzzz.. after the exam I'll probably start looking for a job...

WHAT MOTIVATES ME IS FIRST, MY FAMILY, then mY friends coz I'm really missing them a lot! then the different GADGETS lol! hahahah

Review

hahah.. ayun e2 review mode, d pko nakakapgpasched ng exam huhu... yeah... yan lng mga yan plus cds mga ngagamit qng review... hnd ko naman kc expect na gnito mngyayari at mageexam pala aq haha.. anyways ayun... time here runs so fast as in! parang 8 hours lng ung whole day q.. wala pkong work nyan... No wonder mga tao d2 walang time sa mga simpleng bagay... 2:30am na d2 d pko natutulog toinkz... miss ko na ang family q, mga tao, friends. Miss na kita pero e2 nnman ba ako. Haiz... sana matapos na lahat ng dpat matapos like tong exam na to kc every night ko nlng naiisip... Kainis bt need pa kc ng CGFNS d2, mas mahal pa kesa mg nclex... toinkz... hahah anyways ayun,,, bored pa rin ako d2 walang makausap kung di ung mga kids... ayun lng.. hehe

nakakatuwa last night kc I had the chance na makachat some of my classmates, louie and clang ngenjoy tlga ako hehehe kakatuwa ung conference namen medyo nakakaalis ng stress.. masaya sana dumami pa mga classmates n ngOOL hahah...

I want.

I just want to live my life alone for now. I don't want responsibilities other than my responsibility to my family. I don't want commitments other than my commitment to God. I don't wanna hurt you anymore. I want to achieve my goals... but I want it my way. I'm not afraid of karma if that's my punishment for hurting you. I want you to not hurt yourself again. I want you to be happy but I'm scared to see you happy with someone else (selfish). I want to take risks. I want to be successful.

-sorry I just want to let it out....

yesterday today

ayun what a tiring day... went to Nomad's yesterday, place na puro arcade games and stuffs... there are mini sports games too... I had fun with the theatre thing and with other games... i also had the chance to play the dance dance revolution again hahah! We used to play that in malls in our highschool days and we were really good but now I don't know what happen! nyahahaha

today, we went to the Rocky Neck resort, 45mins drive. Together with my Aunt, Cousin Deans and Uncle Tim. I had fun.. I LOVE BEACH! the water is sooooo COLD as in COLD ICE COLD SEA WATER! yeahh... super mega sunblock galore! Ayun may nakakalokang moment pa, suddenly the lifesaver is requesting for all the people to get out of the water... "ALL OF YOU, GET OUT OF THE WATER NOW!" my Gaaadddd I was really scared I thought there's a shark or something until we found out that a boy is missing and they thought he drowned... Volunteers were asked to hold hands and step into the water simultaneously forming like a net going towards the water to see if there's anybody under the water then after that some of the Lifeguards found the boy on the far end of the beach and he said that he got lost... woah then a lot of rescuers are also present even the police and child services... woahhh...

Nice job, i mean a lot of things are really different here, rules are rules no exemptions,,, The Children are well protected,, you feel safe and secured... just dial 911 and they will come to help immediately.! how I wish the government in the phil. is like here that way I don't have to go far away just to have a nice job and pay and a nice environment...

Rosedale is missing home

Hmmm life life life... yeahh.. LIFE! hahaha... e2 super bored pa rin ang life d2 sa sabi nga ni cath eh UNITED STATES OF BOREDOME hahah... well last night I wrote a blog but ayun nkatulog ako kaya d ata nasave well to update you guys...

Sometimes I'm still have moments of depression, yeah because I'm missing a lot of things already... a lot of people... I miss pusoy dos! hahaha i miss staying late @ night just staying outside the house or playing cards with the "TROPA". I have no friends here not because I am afraid to have one but there's no one to be friends with... there's a huge soccer field backdoor but i dont go outside that often...

I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE NOW! ate mhel is my instructor... I fooled her... I told her that I already know how to drive and I'm driving back home hahaha nice trick! well It worked! luckily thank God no Accidents! I just dont want to tell her that its actually my first time to drive in highways because she might change her mind... oh well! It's fun driving!

Well about jobs... So far I'm still jobless! har har... I'm not finding one since I'm reviewing.. oh well and guess what guys I GAINED 5 POUNDS for just about almost 3 weeks! my GAaaDD! hmp! The Coolatta is making me fat!

Actually, it's summer here already and it's really starting to be so hot! but im used to it that's why im not complaining of the weather and I lOve it! I love the heat of the sun!

MISSING EVERYTHING! LIFE IS LIFE!