My First Snow Fall

Last saturday was Nokio's bday I was not really feeling good that day since i worked 7am to 7pm and i feel really sick and my throat is starting to hurt.. but still got dressep up and wait for them to pick me up... They arrived around 9pm and im all set up then there we go... on our way I was just quiet the whole time and just listening to music then a couple of small white thing was hittin the window so I suddenly remembered my supervisor told me that its gonna start raining snow that night so I was like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa NOEL SNOW BA YUN??? SNOW BA YUN???? and he was like "Hindi mga fibers fibers plang yan d p tlga yan ung snow..." then I was like a little bit dissapointed coz i thought the snow is starting to fall... then few more minutes it got bigger! and its really starting to fall!!!! like its raining and i was like WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SNOWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! then i opened the window and put my hands out to feel it! lol i was like a little kid and i was really amazed like its not even real wahahahah! PICTURE PICTURE!!!!!

hahahah i got a video on my reaction and how happy i am and crazy its dark and you cant really appreciate it but yeah i sound really crazy ahahahahha

Its weird that its not even that cold when there's snow unlike when its just a normal night, VIP status! hahahah nice... got a lot of drinks dance a little bit then went straight to the diner to eat something then to the hotel party! slept the whole time coz i was really tired!!!


Happy bday parekoy!

Hello my friends, How are you?

hey guys been missing you a lot lately, super! Thanks for those who always email me and ask me hows my life here appreciate it! anyways I really want to write about something but can't find the right topic hmmm...

I'm still waiting for the next step in my career and hopefully everything will be fine and there will be no problems at all...

I miss the good old days when you just have to wake up early in the morning then go to school, talk to your friends have a simple life... midnight chit chats outside the house. sleep like your dead. Never ending duties and school projects...

Last week, I was talking with my co worker and I was telling him how I miss PI like the food and everything... and I said "and I also miss the times when me and my friends will go food trippin and eat some fishballs and buy some snacks..." and he was like... "wtf what?? FISHBALLS?!!! do you realize how small the balls of the fish are?" and i was like no! we call it fishballs but its actually fish and some ingredients and not just the balls haller???

hahahah... well a lot of drama lately super... but here I go again, tryin to make things better and trying hard to make him comeback after all the things I said and pushing him away... Im a crazy bitch i know...

Love Bipolar

hmmmpp e2 nanaman si ako... tama na ksi... bt ganun?
if you dont like drama, just don't read this one...

Its his birthday today and im so excited to call him and sing a birthday song for him like what he did on my birthday, I alarmed my phone and i want it to be exactly 12 then there I was so excited to dial his number and then I got disappointed because his phone was off... so every hour i tried to call him but still his phone is off... I checked his page to see if there's something new.. And yes there is something new... now I know what's the message for... "If you have somebody else right now I hope he will love you the way I did.." I've been here for 5 long months and I never attempted to find somebody else or accept somebody. I just live my life day by day. I talked to boys take pictures with them, actually go out with few but that's it. I guess you can't wait. That's fine...

It hurts like hell but It also felt good... how ironic... I miss the feeling... the feeling of getting hurt... yes, I am jelous and you did a very good job... so this is the point of you letting go? so is she the one?

I am not going to hold you back again like before and then just leave you again in nowhere... if this is all the karma and i have to pay back the pain that you've suffered then that's the call... Like i said I know im gonna be really sorry for letting you go and i can't find somebody else like you...

I hope this is the happiness that you've been waiting for... and "us" is the best thing that happened to me, nobody can beat what you did...

"You miss me or just the things I do for you?"

-the things that you did for me are part of who you are, so yeah...

Este es un dia muy frio!

what a week again... thank God it's saturday tomorrow which means last day of 12 long hours of work... well well well! hahaha everything is fine but just lots of drama at home for the past days... some personal stuffs but its affecting me, too much stress... lol.

My new boyfriend is here! hahaha maybe ill take a couple of pictures of him tomorrow... hahah been saving for a couple of weeks for this one... I need to be careful in spending on stuffs. Naaaa he's not an actual guy... i bought this ipod touch so i can bring my review stuffs with me anywhere and a lot of reasons behind... yeah i know its too much... but hey i work hard its a little late bday gift to myself wahahaha.... at first i was thinking if im gonna buy Nikon D60 or this one but at the end i found myself clicking ipod touch, i dunno maybe the free engraving thing to personalized it convinced me... I can't buy iphone first the unlocked ones are too expensive then there's no iphone in t-mobile so yeah sorry for me...then that's it hahaha.

colder and colder EVERYDAY!

ohh la la... im getting really sleepy... huhuh

P.S im trying to learn spanish and i kinda know some sentences now wooohoooo....!

Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion

well i have 2 days off isn't great? hahaha i should be reading but I slept almost the whole day yesterday and it gave me a headache! whaha well... I don't know how to start this blog because there's a lot of things in my mind that I want to share with you guys... ahahaha

Early this morning as a opened my window to check if kuya mike is already at home I saw the grass outside covered with a thin layer of ice and the air is really really cold, i got a little bit excited and got scared too coz it's a new experience for me, well they said snow will start to fall next week and my supervisor is so excited for me hahah... he keeps on telling me worst thing about winter instead of telling me the good things about it... maybe because it is really that bad...

Thanksgiving is coming and again it's my first thanksgiving here. I have a lot of things to be really thankful for, so much blessings... new friends, jobs, good health and a loving family!

Last saturday, was clubbing night, I got out from work around 5 30 then Alan dropped off his late gift which is really nice! i love the color...! then prepared around 8 30, waited for gemoy then finally ready for the night... I was feeling a little bit tired but i had a lot of fun! After clubbing we went straight to Denny's for breakfast then @ 5 am finally got home, slept for an hour then woke up for work@ 7am! I was really sleepy that day and it feels like im so high ahhah... Paid the price of having fun!

I bought a boyfriend... pretty soon you'll gonna meet him hhahaha.... so excited!!!!!!!!!

Commitment leads to action. Action brings your dream closer.

Friendster is f*c#*d up! well im so disappointed on how my friendster page turned out today grrrrr from 1200+ friends went down to like 87? wtf! hmmmmm hopefully they will fix it soon.

At last tomorrow is saturday! last day of workkkkkkk! wooooo... i don't mind working on my other job during sundays coz its not that hard unlike working 12hours... woooaah...

until now still can't find time for reading my books and stuffs grrrr.. i can see myslef 2months from now sobbing and so depressed because i failed my exam... hmp! hahhaa.. oppppsss knock on wood!!!! i don't want to expect anything but for now im wishing that the processing of my application will be successful and everything will go my way... Hope the lighting of candles will work again this time...

Oh my! NEWS: I'm getting fat or should i say GAINED WEIGHT for the first time... hahaha YES! im weighing 110lbs now... from 103 to 105 then 110! And it should stop there, no more... hahaha getting really cold everyday. Gemoy and I are still adjusting with the upcoming winter season... Thank God im not getting sick or what coz i can't afford to get sick! no no no!

and finally as the title of this blog says i need to do something to make my dreams come true and i need to be commited in that goal... to tell you honeslty im in the weakest level right now in meeting that goal of mine... maybe because I easily get contented with what I have in my life and sometimes i don't ask for more but the bad thing about that is im not opening my pathway to improvements... "HEY CHENG WAKE UP, REMEMBER THE FOUR YEARS..."

Motivate me

woooottt... got the mood to write a blog tonight and gaaaddd its been how many days since i wrote one. Hmmm okay just had my bday celebration last saturday and it was an awesome night with friends and family! superrrr... Thanks to all the people who remebered my bday and gave effort to greet me online, by call or personally. I really felt so special that day and even my coworkers put up a surprise for me and it made me cry huhuhu... and ofcourse thanks for the gifts! weeeee

few movie nights with my cuz and gemoy... tons of laughter, some issues. what else? uhmm WELL I AM SO LAZY! whats new? motivate me! help me guys... huhuhuhu i need to really REALLY really start READING!!!

okay...

Now im starting to save for Christmas so i can make my family's Christmas in the philippines really fun without me. hahaha... 10 Godchildrens oh my...I really need a lot of saving to do... whahahaha

Well hmmmm its kinda late and i need to read some few pages first before closing my eyes and fly away to wonderland lol :p