whhheeeewww.... 1st step

I opened my account for CGFNS earlier and to my surprise my application are ready for processing!!! Good news after 6 weeks of waiting! Probably 2 more months for the other steps... Thank God tlga! haiiiizzzz need to start pushing myself to really focus reviewing!!! go go go!

Rainy and Windy Night!

just got home from work then straight to the PACI halloween party with ate mhel and the kids. At first, i don't really feel like going coz i want to take a shower first then im really tired from work since we did run a lot of mails today super! Its raining really hard when we got to the party. I never thought i would really enjoy the night, i saw sonia, kuya and everybody plus the gang also went there and im really happy to see them all again. My pamngkin Bella is so cute with her bug costume but too tired and sleepy to show off on the stage and keeps on crying that's why kuya and ate anna went home early. The rest of the night went so good! i had a blast even for just 2 hours i think?

Thanks to my operator i had the chance to take a picture in the trees @ the side of the building where I work cause there's a lot of leaves and big yellow trees there and it's really a nice view!
I wish i have long break time so i can hangout more often there under the trees reading books, relax. It's a good thing that it's not cold that earlier cause i forgot my jacket in the locker.

So far so good. I had a great time today and another long day work tomorrow but at least not a really stressful one... *hopefully* shift to the other job!

Espero que sí

Thank God naasikaso ko na lahat ng mga need ko for enrollment on my review! weeeeee haaaiiizzzz sunod na mission is CPR training for Adult and Infant haaiizz pero by december na siguro, sobrang busy ng november ko neto hopefully nasa plans p rin lahat, just worried sa processing ng CGFNS Intl kc sobrang bagal ata? i mean its been a month since i mailed all the requirements and i keep on calling them every now and then to check my status pero ung last na nakausap ko boses matanda naman and she said "it's a process" i know it's a process kaya nga can't wait na may mngyari na kahit one step man lng you know para may confidence nman sa side ko... pero ayun bahala na im just tired of worrying about everything...

Buti nalang mabait supervisor ko and he told me na pwede ako umalis ng maaga sa work kapag may review session ako para hnd ako malate, sayng naman daw kc malapit nq mahire! hahahha yes, temp plang status ko ngyon dun sa isa kong job, i promised to quit pero hirap na rin kc maghanap ng work ngyon i just go with the flow sabay sabay na hahhaah! bahala na si batman!

haiiizzzz sobrang nkakaloka na nga 2 na trbaho ko and need ko pa isingit ang review ko, tpos i have plans p n magvolunteer sa hospital hainaku e2 nnanamn sa mga plans, im just killing my self and spend all the time outside either working or hanging around with people kc nakakalungkot sa bahay sobra!

I have to stop spending on things that i don't really need (ow come on!) kailangan n tlgang magipon for this coming christmas... darating pa birthday q which means gastos nanaman to! hahahah!

Excited nq sa pagdating ni biyay!!! hahahah imsoexcited mega bonding na to...

Can't wait to have my own place ung ako lng mgisa or kami ni biyay away from people... hahaha grrrrr.... well gnyan tlga ang life i need to suck it all up anyways im still lucky i don't have any heavy problems and everything in my life is is stable right now.

Super antok na! geh geh TULOG NA!

ang lamig

ang lamig lamig.... haiiizz its been a really busy week for my family here cause my Aunt's boyfriend just passed away last friday and sobrang naging busy for the burial preparation and stuffs. Well very frustrating lahat ng pangyayari pero ayun nga super hold on parin ako and super dapat maging patient sa mga plans ko...

During the burial ceremony earlier sobrang lakas ng hangin sa cemetery and ayun sobrang lamig as in tgos hanggang buto...ayun nung funeral naman super picture picture p rin kami... well i don't have a lots of memories with Uncle tim but he was a really nice guy.

haaaiiizzz disoriented na tlga isip ko lately pansin niyo mga post ko? flight of ideas hahaha... well ayun pinilit ko lng mgblog...


well advance happy bday kay CLANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ms. Pressure!

hahahaha... ayun naprepressure nanaman ako sa mga pangyayare... huhuhu everytime nlng lagi nlng my nngyayari kaya nkakapranoid lalo well ayun I called CGFNS earlier after a month na minail ko ung mga requirements ko and ayun d p daw nila nrereceive until now and supposed to be 5 to 6 days lng nsa kanila na yun well... what's new lagi naman pumapalpak but still kailangan kong maging patient... haaiizz well anu p ba then send another application then this time it would be mailed through UPS para mabilis...

i miss the times when someone would tell me na everything will be ok, "ikaw tlga ngpapapressure ka kaagad lagi kang ngpapastress"... I miss the perfect days when you just lay down and watch dvd series whole day without worrying about anything then he'll make you a cup of coffee then hug u so tight... I miss the RUFFLES moments we had every pay day hahaha! Just ruffles + pop cola with a lot of ice kumpleto na yung araw namen. I miss the whole body massage then hug then happy ending haahah lol... i miss being his everything.

But i still chose to let it go, I pushed it away... all those perfect days are now just memories. I'll be fine... I''ll be fine...

My First Fall

For the last 3 months that I've been here I never really got used to the weather here kc nga naman every 5mins. ngiiba ung weather, after few minutes it's raining so hard then few more minutes the sun will come out as if nothing happened. They said ganun daw tlga sa New England paiba iba ng weather u can't really assume na magiging stable for the whole day.

Since now it's really getting colder and colder everyday, I'm kinda having hard time dealing with it coz i'm never really fond of this kind of weather. "This is summer during the winter season, this is nothing." NOTHING???!!!! Yare. But don't worry im still taking my shower every morning everyday! hahaha hainaku it's a good thing they have heaters here i can't imagine myself taking a bath with ice cold water coming out the shower. Hell NO! Well at least I'm a little bit adjusting everyday. goodluck to gemoy! hahahah. It's time to switch around clothes in the closet where i need more thicker clothes that will give warmth to my adipose tissue lacking body! hahahhahaha

The good thing about fall is it presents a beautiful and breathtaking sight, the leaves of the trees change its color and as the wind hit the trees it feels like you are in a movie when the leaves starts falling slowly over your head as you walk by the streets. The days become shorter and shorter. Everything seems to be so nice but the sad part is, it makes me miss home... It reminds me the cold nights of Christmas season in the Philippines where u can finally where your hoodies when you go out at night or during morning when you go to school. We only have few months of cold weather in the Philippines but yeah it's the best.

Last year of October was one of the best month of last year coz i had the chance to spent few weeks with him, just watching series spending time with each other. Then i had the chance to spend nights outside playing cards with my friends. grrrr I miss that.

1 more month and I'm celebrating my bday here away from my family and close friends but with my new FRIENDS and some relatives which is good coz atleast i am not totally alone. lol Finally im 21 then, i can legally drink and considered as a matured young adult. lol matured?? hahahah when i was still in the philppines I don't want to be 21 and wished i could stay 18 forever, it makes me a little bit feel that I'm old enough and people expect a lot from you. Here, it's different. 21 is just the start of everything not really everything but the start of making the most out of your life. Gemoy will be here on my Bday! weeeeeeeeeeee!

@ work everything is going fine. I'm still doing good but I'm planning to quit my 12hrs job this end of the month to prepare for my review sessions next month! Yes. I'm gonna enroll for a NCLEX review class next month and I'm really excited about it! It's like going to school again! weeeeee!

I'm still worried that things might go wrong but I have to TRUST GOD in every step i take and every plans I make. I surrender everything to Him and whatever happens. IT's NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.

Well my blog is really getting longer and i have to stop now and just update you next time, thanks for those who are reading my blogs even if it's just about my EVERYDAY LIFE and some boring stuffs but yeah THANKS!