happiness-is-the-best-revenge

Alam mo yung feeling na nakamit mo yung mtagal mo ng minimithing ganti?? Actually hnd na dapat ganti kasi di ko naman plinano pero ang sarap makita yung mga taong ngpumilit na sirain ka at hilahin ka pababa.

Nakatuwa lang na makita mo yung mukha nila na hnd sila makatingin ng diretso coz they know they have said things about you na wala namang katotohanan.. Nakamit ko rin ung gusto kong mpakita sa mga taong to na after all ng ginawa nila here i am pinilit kong iahon ung sarili ko sinikap kong magsurvive.

I will never forget the people who helped me get through all the hardships para lng matupad ko ung pangarap ko dahil ung mga taong pinagkatiwalaan ko nung una, sila pa yung nanghulog sa akin..

Ganun tlga ang buhay tama nga na hayaan mong apihin ka at lumaban ka sa paraang ikaw ang makikinabang at hnd basta sugod lng ng sugod...

Hnd talaga aasenso ang taong mahilig manira ng buhay ng may buhay dahil sa inggit.

Im just happy na wala akong pinagsisisihan sa mga naging desisyon ko sa buhay kahit na minsan kailangan meron kang pagdaanang mabigat... Hndi nga ibbgay sayo ng Diyos ang lahat ng gusto mo pero ibbgay nya ung nararapat at tama para sayo..


Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, 'cause hate in your heart will consume you too.


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Monday!

Well it was my day off today but i got called in for work i was like, will i go? Coz it's actually laundry day today and also cleaning day for me, but i had a long weekend so yeah whatever ill come in for work to help out...



Last night i was playing with some filipinos i met in game, they invited me to their party so i joined i had so much fun playing and i stayed up til 6am, so thank God my boss didn't call me this morning coz im sure i wont be able to come... I was gonna cook breakfast for bf but 30mins before he came home i was already knocked out..


So this month i will be working almost everyday with some weekends off and im sure to make the most out of it.

Summer is here! We actually need to put up the aircon now bec it's just way too hot to sleep at night.

Anyway i went home today around 8, cooked, dishes and ironed uniforms for the whole week so im all set... I just wish for tom to not be so stressful :( since im training 2 new people and i hope everything will be alright for this whole month.




I'm praying for energy and enough strength to endure this upcoming months..

Sometimes the most urgent thing you can possibly do is take a complete rest.

Today was a little hectic but the day went by quick, I came in @ 5:56 am and there I saw my 2 trainees, I'm training 2 nurses right now, newly grads. Yeah it gets hard when they're not on the same level of learned things, at the same time i have a POD to take care of and also I'm in charge for the whole clinic today (26 chairs clinic). Sounds overwhelming? yeah it can be especially when I have 2 LPNs in the clinic. My day wasn't my worst day it was actually better than some other days. I just hate when people call out sick especially when we only have enough staff and nobody wants to come in for that person.

I love my job right now, I love the patients and my co workers tho sometimes we annoy each other at the end of the day we go back to normal and don't take it personally. 

Whenever I accept responsibilities at work I just think of it as a challenge, I never believed in myself when I was still in nursing school so when somebody believes that I can do it and is actually giving me an important task it's just hard for me to say know even if sometimes i get too overwhelmed. Training people? my first day of training somebody i can feel my hands shaking while I'm putting needles on the patient I feel like I'm the one being tested. I just hate being watched I feel like when somebody's watching me I'm going to mess up.

Anyway after a couple of days I got used to it,  like I got used to being in charge. Never thought I can do it before, but with the help of our clinical coordinator i was able to do it. Without her in the clinic and My boss who was my preceptor before I think I wouldn't be able to manage all this.

Oh well Tomorrow is another day, Today I'm thankful of all the challenges and for this Job that I actually enjoy doing. :) <3 

In training

Lunch break right now, having our training for falcon dialysis software program..

It's quite interesting but there will be a big challenge training people with this thing but a very great tool!

Orlando, Florida Trip! Captions to follow :p