Mahal's Upcoming tattOo

Mahal's Upcoming tattoO

Yes mahal, I'm allowing yOu to have anOther tattOo...

When I dreamed of a man to love, of course all of us set our standards and I told my self that I wouldn't commit to those who have tattOos because it looks so dirty and we have this notion or bad impressions to people with such... woah It really amaze me what Love can dO ahahah... it changes our perceptions our beliefs and our set standards in life... I see him as the perfect person to love even with those tattoos on him... He's kinda addicted to it... If ever he will pursue this one, I'll have it posted here... He's planning to put this one back to back with the Geisha... back part of the Lower leg (Gastrocnemius)

Here are my favorites:

06-26-06

Of course because it's our ANNIVERSARY
placed just near his wrist

CHENG

"tang val's art" after our first break up....


R o s e d a l e

the most painful one according to him

Ganesha: Lord of Success

this one had a funny story, he asked me to print this picture because "his" friend would like to have a tattOo of this image, "his friend daw" so I immediately printed the exact picture and after few days I didn't notice that it was on his arms already, he's such an actor! It's already healing when i finally nOticed it... bad boy! hmp!

the Geisha

it reminds me of my pleasures... hahaha its up to you to think what kind of pleasure I'm talking about ^^

Everything

our future daughter's name ^^


Tsunami

I love the colors and the patterns ^^

I'm starting to have thoughts of having one after my graduation... can i bear the pain??? hahaha I'm thinking of what image or pattern would best fit my personality... hahaha.. ASA?!

I have to think a hundred or even a thousand times first wOoot!

SchOOL day...

schOOL schOoL schOOl... 8 hours eeewww 8-5:00pm we had school class instead of having hospital duty today. Fortunately, time runs so fast today that we didn't notice that it's already time to go home... We had activities like Return Demo and Reporting... We also had time for pictorials hahaha...

Kate mhaye me carla and val

Me and Carla

Carla and Coi

nice ^^

Our new classmate RODJ hehehe


Okay whatever hahaha!

What a day huh? ^^

Earthquake Galore

My classmates and I, were waiting for our instructor for our afternoon class, integrating sem. Suddenly we felt like the building is shaking and were on the fifth floor of the building... They keeP on saying "mamayun" which means lumilindoL in kapampangan... at first I was kinda feeling agitated and amazed because it was a long time ago since i felt an earthquake then the feeling turned into fear... fear because What if the earthquake will become much stronger and the building will collapse!!! a lot of thoughts were rushing into my mind! and my mahal is not with me... how about my family? paranoid! oh well then the shaking gradually stopped... what an experience!

I thought the class will be canceled hahaha Ambisyosa! anyways, integrating sem today is quite gOOd because the instructor is such an eyesight, she's so pretty ^^ and smart toO... its just that she actually discussed the topic so fast that's why it's so difficult to absorb everything that she say... but we can't blame her because she has to fit in with the time frame ^^ I remember my first encounter with her, way back she's my C.I in the hospital duty... she's so masungit for me hahaha tinOxic nya q >.<> nmn kc aq whahahah... but earlier, she's so different she even gave us advices and tips for the upcoming board exam and even volunteered to help us if we need some ^^

Change topic! "they" are asking me if I'm going to audition tomorrow for Ms. University, actually even before that i joined Ms. Nursing, i know the rule that if ur going to win the title you have to represent the college for Ms University and NO! i don't want that responsibility and thank God that Ashley deserved the title ^^ at least they can't push me or obligate me to join ehheh ^^ It's not that i don't have the guts or what... i just don't want the pressure anymore besides I already got what I want ^^

BTW. HAPPY BDAY LOKIN ^^

that's all for today ^^ ciao!

Happy Birthday Mahal! and Happy 1 year and 5 months to us!

Yes! 1year and 5 months of relationship wOah!we've been through a lot already and I'm so happythat we're still together.. we've spent our special day watching "ONE MORE CHANCE" I never thought that I can convince him to watch tagalog movies like this one... The movie is gOod.. Kilig MOments... actually some of the parts of the mOvie really hit me... I don't want to go to the details of the story of the movie because maybe some of my blog readers haven't watched it yet ^^... after watching we spend the rest of the day "kulitan MOments sa apArtment" heeheh...


Happy 25th birthday to you Mahal... wee tanda mO na bleh! I'm really thankful that God has sent you in my life... You're such a wonderful person and I'm sO lucky to have you... yOu're a Perfect LOver, sweet, handsome, caring, respOnsible, respects me a lot... you treat me like a PRINCESS... and I know nO one cOUld do the same that you've done for me...

" I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see"

I chose to leave you before to find myself, and I don't feel sorry for what I did before except for breaking your heart because from that I realized your worth, I realized that no one can replace you in my heart...

Depression

what a duty day, i was the scrub nurse on one of the cases that our group handled today and I'm so excited because it will add up to my majOr cases, i started quite goOd, gOwning, gloving, instruments... I got really nervous because I usually get dizzy whenever the pelvic area, uterus and vagina are the one being operated or repaired... This is one of my luckiest day, my case is something like pelvic repair >.<>

I cried so hard earlier after it happened, because it makes me feel so depressed that I'm having this kind of feeling whenever i have operations to assist... it really makes me feel so bad... i can't control it or even fight it... Whenever it starts to bug me i try to think of other things or i pray to God to help throughout, but of course I also consider the fact that I should be aware of what's happening around me because I have to pass instruments to the surgeons and assist them... Our CI is very supportive and she comforted me and gave me some tips or advices, she's funny and she makes our duty enjOyable, fun but still in the manner that we learn a lot of things from her...

How can I be a successful nurse if I cant even finish the whOle operation without getting dizzy or something, i almost fainted... grrrr! the surgeons are even teasing me about what happened...
I have to do something about it before it will be too late for me... Luckily, i didn't get bored today because we had things to do...

Duty

hmmppp nakakapgod nmn ung duty ngyon sagaran na ang eksena. from 2 to 10 daw pero 1:15pm checking ng paraphernalia tpos by quarter to 2 nsa hospital n kmi, and kahpon super orientation dpa ang eksena, grabe kaupo lng kmi hnggang 9 30, orientation, minus mo dun ung 1 hr total na break at dinner break haaayz nakakinip, pero OR duty kmi today! and sna maraming cases para hnd kami magward at hnd nakakinip mgantay mtapos ang oras!

feeling ko kagabe sobrng pagod na pagod akO na madami akong gnwa pero kung tutuusin halos umupo at nkinig lng kmi for the whole day! grabe super boring... ang daming bwal ang daming bagong rules npaka inconsistent tlga nila >.<>.<

What a Sched?!

hmp... i thought that this semester would be a better one in terms of the scheds and requirements... hmp!

Monday 7:30-11:30 NCM 105 , 1:00-4:00pm Integrating Sem
Tuesday 7:30-11:30 NCM 105, 12:30-4:30pm
Wednesday-Friday 2:00pm to 9:00pm DUTY last rotation will be night shift 11:00pm to 7:00am
Sat-Sunday Review for Board hayyz

anyways konting tiis wala akOng karapatang magreklamO hahahah...

namiss kO mga classmates q infairness hahaha!

-Review MOde-

Iced Coffee Milky Chocolate

weee i don't know exactly what to call this recipe but I originally got this idea from Nescafe's Banana Frost, but since my bOyfriend don't want the banana to be mixed in our iced coffee, I decided not to put some.

Ingredients:

Ice, 2 cups, crushed
2 Tbsp of coffee
2 tbsp of Swissmiss or cocoa (or whatever you prefer)
1/4 cup of COndensed miLk...

if you want to add banana, you can add one...

and of course you need a BLENDER ^^


We occasionally visit a coffee shop near my bf's apartment because they serve yummy iced coffee there, but unfortunately that coffee shop was already closed.

we're not like those rich kids who hang out there every now and then before when it was still open because first of all we're not RICH ahahah... We go there pag trip nmen dalawa and pag super ngcrave kami, coffee lng tlga then aun uwi na dvd and stuffs... Since it's already closed, I suggested that we can still have ice coffee moments in his apartment and i'll personally prepare it. So yesterday, gumawa kmi ng sarili nming iced coffee and it's so delicious!!! prOmise we both have two CUPS (all caps kc big tlga hehe) each hahahah yum yum yum! gumastos lng kmi ng more or less a hundred pesos, tpos kung sa coffee shOp ka like gngwa nmen bfore mas mgastos... ung extra money aun npangbiLi pa nmen ng chips ^^ nice date mahal!

a Rainy Day

When the clouds above me so dark, When the sun is gone away from the site, When the cool breeze touch me softly, When the thunder and lightening make me afraid,Then the rain begin to shower upon me... Raindrops make me coOl and make me feel better, it gives me a sense of relaxation...

How many memories do you have enjOying the Rainy Season? Most of these memories, I believed were from our childhOod days... As a child I love playing with my cousins and playmates under the rain, It doesn't matter how dirty the water that's flowing in in my feet, all I know is I'm having a lot of fun... WE played hide and seek, "tagtagan", "Maro"... games that really made us so happy... no worries...

There's one time, I was only 8 or 9 years old, my cousin Aldrin ask me to go Out and join them play, but my mom told me not to go out because it's raining. So he said he'll go ask my mom if i can go with him and play outside... When he got back he said "pinyagan ka na, tara" i thought he's telling the truth so i leaved the house and im so excited, it's raining really hard and small flood were formed near our street, my crazy cousin told me "tara talon tyo sa baha, dive tyO" and I answered, "ano ka ang dumi kaya dyan oh tgnan mo galing sa imburnal tubig dyan eh..." he replied: "tara na dali bahala ka tataLon nkO" and there he goes... a lot of kids was really enjOying the dirty water as if it was a clean swimming pool.... then i actually dived into the water!!!!!!! yuck as in ! the water was about my shoulder level, I really had fun that time, imagine how dirty the water is! ewwww hahaha that was one of the craziest thing i did in my childhood days... whenever i pass by that street i clearly remembered my jump and the smile in the children faces, our pure minds enjOying life... When I got home my mother was really mad at me!! grrrr my cousin actually bluffed me! hmmmmp!well... a Price to pay ^^

I hear the rain outside, pitter, patter on our roof today. I always love watching the rain fall from the sky... Happy that its raining today, weee a time to sleep, coffee, tv/dvd... a time for relaxation... a time to reminisce gOod memories... but I hate raining when schOOl days are on! waaaa i always mess up my uniform, my shoes are wet...! That's the bad side of raining for me...

For others, rainy days make them feel cold inside, it makes them remember people they love... Rain tends to link to things that are unsettling them. The rain may link to some deeper problem showing that they feel unsettled generally and lacking any direction. WhatEver it is I LOVE THE RAIN!.

SchOoL days Again

haaaiz tomorrow should be our first day of class (duty) but since schedules for hospital duties are not yet posted and arranged, our first day of schOOl for this sem (hopefully my last semester) is moved on monday weee.... a great news for us with schedules of wed to friday duty days because the other sections will start their classes tomorrow (lecture)... I still feel lazy and I'm not ready yet to face another set of sleepless nights, pimples, overtym duties, long periOd of classes...

another thing, my bessy Anelle was not allowed by the coordinators to transfer to our section since our section is already full by the time she enrolled in our class... I never had the chance to be her classmate again after 2nd year.. hmp!

Today, was a very good day for my mahal and me... I am supposed to stay awake until 10am this morning to wait for him until he'll go home from work... but unfortunately, @7:30am i fell asleep... I woke up around 11 30 am and I have received so many messages from him trying to wake me up because I promised that I will go to his apartment and we'll sleep together... I had my lunch but I think that It will be gOOd to surprise him, so I texted him and told that I'll be staying at hOme to rest and my mom didn't give me money, so i can't go out... around 6 pm i finally decided to surprise him and hugged him so tight! I really miss him so much even if were together almost everyday... hahha i LoveshOo mahal... we had crazy moments earlier picture taking and stuffs... anyways that's all for now... kinda sleepy and it's already late bubye!

Another Set of Me (RAGNAROK LIFE)

+*nic0Le*+
my high priestess

I started my ragnarok life when I was @ the end of my 4th year in HS that was year 2004... I don't really find this game interesting at first but since my bOyfriend then used to play this game I started to convince myself to play tOo rather than just sleeping on his side when he's playing overnyt... so I was mesmerized by the purple dresses roaming around prontera, I tOld my ex bf that I want that kind of Job but he hesitated because he told me that wizards are more fun kind of job to play... so her sister and I started to make a magician, he helped me in my career... as i can remember i named that wizard Ms_cute woah hahahah but unfortunately when I reached level 75, my character has been hacked by heartless kids. Good thing is, i finally convinced my boyfriend to let me have a priestess with a pretty long purple dress. I'm thinking what name should I give in my new priestess... my ex bf's character name was LokiN, got from his real name Nikol, so i suggested that it would be sweet if i'll use his name but make it more feminine... then I named her +*nic0Le*+ with lots of design... ^^

I always wanted to be a member of APOCALYPSE, when I first saw their emblem I started asking my boyfriend what level should I have to reach in order for that guild to allow me in... I was only 82 then.... woah... Luckily his sister's boyfriend aifam was one of the members that time and he set an EB here for his bday in pampanga and invited some of the members, as i can remember they were Yeye, agie, DelubyO and his gf Rain... so they said that if I could reach atleast level 89 they will help me to become a member... and i was very excited... until I bacame one of them... Being one of them is a great experience for me, I've met a lot of new friends, the gurls were really gurls! hahaha jen, maclene, rehg and everybody! GD moments at Alde full party...
I stayed as an apocalypse attended EBs with my ex bf, inuman sessions, witnessed PVP monsters... more or less 2 years of fun until I decided to quit because of a lot of reason back then. mY ex bf, my studies etc.

When I came back things became different, Apocalypse was facing a dilemma.. but i don't have any idea what was that about. I sometimes attended siege... Some of my old friends there, were gone, they became busy with their own lives... and the rest was history, I joined Armada bec. of one of my ex, Sustainer bec of my ex toO... in short a certified GUILD HOPPER... hhahaha there's no safe place to be...


+*n!c0Le*+
my Blacksmith

GM of Bratinellas, guild that I established 2 years agO... Guild level: 6.. whahaha
guild for gurls... before, she vend stuffs or other times ngbabasag ng kung ano ano hahahah!

+*Princess_nicole*+

my level 98 merchant,but since I wished to have a Biochem ayun ndemonyO akO, pina alchem KO xa then super boT ever... hanggang sa nging Biochem...

silang 3 ung pinakamdalas kong gamitin bfore, d man cla sikat, malakas or what sobrang namimiss Ko rin n mlarO man lng cla >.<>.<

Continuation.....

FRIENDS, ofcorz

Cendang and Me...
Buratinellas hahahahah

cendang, BLair_0701,Hanny'' are my Real Life friends ever since 5th grade they were the one who contributed much in my teen life, i never imagined that RagnarOk is another world for us friends... SadLy, i never had a lot of time with them oNLine because of my ex bf blah blah... he hates whenever I make "tambay" with them hmP! I call them BURAOTS hahaha ang lakas kc mangburaOt ng mga toh... TRASHTALKERS? weLL sobrang menyak kc ng mga to eh haha nkakahwa minsan I miss the times n mgtritrip kami, hnd kO makakalimutan ung madalas nilang sbhn "k*ntutin kita dyan eh" hahaha prang mga lalake ampf! Kulitan Mode ever... I also remember nung Acolyte plang si tep (BLaiR_0701) we call her muchacha or katulong haha kc ilang months na acolyte pa rin xa sa kakatambay! whahahah eh kami nila dee and @priL` lahat kmi priestess na hehheh... peace tep!

me and Nhezly-edited

one of the sweetest, caring, makulit na guy in prontera.. mas gerL pa character nya kesa sken hahahah! sobrang bait nyan ni idOL... He's surrounded by a lot of friends in ragnarok that became his friends also in Real Life... He knOws how to deal with people especially gurls haha not because kinakacareer nya but he respects girls and treats them well...

Mikai, Jen, Me and Piper


*Kisses*

/lv

The Weddings...

My First Husband -LokiN- aw... (10-26-05)

My 2nd Husband Dward` (01-27-07)

My 3rd and Last Husband, k e r r i g a n (02-20-07)


and nOw I'm happily Divorced and Married in real life by heart with my Mahal...

new here

woah nothing much to say i just want to unemPty my site... it's cOoL that I have a bigger place to shout out my thoughts... another resPonsibility for me woAh hahaha!