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Monday, November 26, 2007

Happy Birthday Mahal! and Happy 1 year and 5 months to us!






Yes! 1year and 5 months of relationship wOah!we've been through a lot already and I'm so happythat we're still together.. we've spent our special day watching "ONE MORE CHANCE" I never thought that I can convince him to watch tagalog movies like this one... The movie is gOod.. Kilig MOments... actually some of the parts of the mOvie really hit me... I don't want to go to the details of the story of the movie because maybe some of my blog readers haven't watched it yet ^^... after watching we spend the rest of the day "kulitan MOments sa apArtment" heeheh...


Happy 25th birthday to you Mahal... wee tanda mO na bleh! I'm really thankful that God has sent you in my life... You're such a wonderful person and I'm sO lucky to have you... yOu're a Perfect LOver, sweet, handsome, caring, respOnsible, respects me a lot... you treat me like a PRINCESS... and I know nO one cOUld do the same that you've done for me...

" I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see"

I chose to leave you before to find myself, and I don't feel sorry for what I did before except for breaking your heart because from that I realized your worth, I realized that no one can replace you in my heart...

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Depression

what a duty day, i was the scrub nurse on one of the cases that our group handled today and I'm so excited because it will add up to my majOr cases, i started quite goOd, gOwning, gloving, instruments... I got really nervous because I usually get dizzy whenever the pelvic area, uterus and vagina are the one being operated or repaired... This is one of my luckiest day, my case is something like pelvic repair >.<>

I cried so hard earlier after it happened, because it makes me feel so depressed that I'm having this kind of feeling whenever i have operations to assist... it really makes me feel so bad... i can't control it or even fight it... Whenever it starts to bug me i try to think of other things or i pray to God to help throughout, but of course I also consider the fact that I should be aware of what's happening around me because I have to pass instruments to the surgeons and assist them... Our CI is very supportive and she comforted me and gave me some tips or advices, she's funny and she makes our duty enjOyable, fun but still in the manner that we learn a lot of things from her...

How can I be a successful nurse if I cant even finish the whOle operation without getting dizzy or something, i almost fainted... grrrr! the surgeons are even teasing me about what happened...
I have to do something about it before it will be too late for me... Luckily, i didn't get bored today because we had things to do...

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Duty

hmmppp nakakapgod nmn ung duty ngyon sagaran na ang eksena. from 2 to 10 daw pero 1:15pm checking ng paraphernalia tpos by quarter to 2 nsa hospital n kmi, and kahpon super orientation dpa ang eksena, grabe kaupo lng kmi hnggang 9 30, orientation, minus mo dun ung 1 hr total na break at dinner break haaayz nakakinip, pero OR duty kmi today! and sna maraming cases para hnd kami magward at hnd nakakinip mgantay mtapos ang oras!

feeling ko kagabe sobrng pagod na pagod akO na madami akong gnwa pero kung tutuusin halos umupo at nkinig lng kmi for the whole day! grabe super boring... ang daming bwal ang daming bagong rules npaka inconsistent tlga nila >.<>.<

Monday, November 19, 2007

What a Sched?!

hmp... i thought that this semester would be a better one in terms of the scheds and requirements... hmp!

Monday 7:30-11:30 NCM 105 , 1:00-4:00pm Integrating Sem
Tuesday 7:30-11:30 NCM 105, 12:30-4:30pm
Wednesday-Friday 2:00pm to 9:00pm DUTY last rotation will be night shift 11:00pm to 7:00am
Sat-Sunday Review for Board hayyz

anyways konting tiis wala akOng karapatang magreklamO hahahah...

namiss kO mga classmates q infairness hahaha!

-Review MOde-

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Iced Coffee Milky Chocolate

weee i don't know exactly what to call this recipe but I originally got this idea from Nescafe's Banana Frost, but since my bOyfriend don't want the banana to be mixed in our iced coffee, I decided not to put some.

Ingredients:

Ice, 2 cups, crushed
2 Tbsp of coffee
2 tbsp of Swissmiss or cocoa (or whatever you prefer)
1/4 cup of COndensed miLk...

if you want to add banana, you can add one...

and of course you need a BLENDER ^^


We occasionally visit a coffee shop near my bf's apartment because they serve yummy iced coffee there, but unfortunately that coffee shop was already closed.

we're not like those rich kids who hang out there every now and then before when it was still open because first of all we're not RICH ahahah... We go there pag trip nmen dalawa and pag super ngcrave kami, coffee lng tlga then aun uwi na dvd and stuffs... Since it's already closed, I suggested that we can still have ice coffee moments in his apartment and i'll personally prepare it. So yesterday, gumawa kmi ng sarili nming iced coffee and it's so delicious!!! prOmise we both have two CUPS (all caps kc big tlga hehe) each hahahah yum yum yum! gumastos lng kmi ng more or less a hundred pesos, tpos kung sa coffee shOp ka like gngwa nmen bfore mas mgastos... ung extra money aun npangbiLi pa nmen ng chips ^^ nice date mahal!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

a Rainy Day

When the clouds above me so dark, When the sun is gone away from the site, When the cool breeze touch me softly, When the thunder and lightening make me afraid,Then the rain begin to shower upon me... Raindrops make me coOl and make me feel better, it gives me a sense of relaxation...

How many memories do you have enjOying the Rainy Season? Most of these memories, I believed were from our childhOod days... As a child I love playing with my cousins and playmates under the rain, It doesn't matter how dirty the water that's flowing in in my feet, all I know is I'm having a lot of fun... WE played hide and seek, "tagtagan", "Maro"... games that really made us so happy... no worries...

There's one time, I was only 8 or 9 years old, my cousin Aldrin ask me to go Out and join them play, but my mom told me not to go out because it's raining. So he said he'll go ask my mom if i can go with him and play outside... When he got back he said "pinyagan ka na, tara" i thought he's telling the truth so i leaved the house and im so excited, it's raining really hard and small flood were formed near our street, my crazy cousin told me "tara talon tyo sa baha, dive tyO" and I answered, "ano ka ang dumi kaya dyan oh tgnan mo galing sa imburnal tubig dyan eh..." he replied: "tara na dali bahala ka tataLon nkO" and there he goes... a lot of kids was really enjOying the dirty water as if it was a clean swimming pool.... then i actually dived into the water!!!!!!! yuck as in ! the water was about my shoulder level, I really had fun that time, imagine how dirty the water is! ewwww hahaha that was one of the craziest thing i did in my childhood days... whenever i pass by that street i clearly remembered my jump and the smile in the children faces, our pure minds enjOying life... When I got home my mother was really mad at me!! grrrr my cousin actually bluffed me! hmmmmp!well... a Price to pay ^^

I hear the rain outside, pitter, patter on our roof today. I always love watching the rain fall from the sky... Happy that its raining today, weee a time to sleep, coffee, tv/dvd... a time for relaxation... a time to reminisce gOod memories... but I hate raining when schOOl days are on! waaaa i always mess up my uniform, my shoes are wet...! That's the bad side of raining for me...

For others, rainy days make them feel cold inside, it makes them remember people they love... Rain tends to link to things that are unsettling them. The rain may link to some deeper problem showing that they feel unsettled generally and lacking any direction. WhatEver it is I LOVE THE RAIN!.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

SchOoL days Again

haaaiz tomorrow should be our first day of class (duty) but since schedules for hospital duties are not yet posted and arranged, our first day of schOOl for this sem (hopefully my last semester) is moved on monday weee.... a great news for us with schedules of wed to friday duty days because the other sections will start their classes tomorrow (lecture)... I still feel lazy and I'm not ready yet to face another set of sleepless nights, pimples, overtym duties, long periOd of classes...

another thing, my bessy Anelle was not allowed by the coordinators to transfer to our section since our section is already full by the time she enrolled in our class... I never had the chance to be her classmate again after 2nd year.. hmp!

Today, was a very good day for my mahal and me... I am supposed to stay awake until 10am this morning to wait for him until he'll go home from work... but unfortunately, @7:30am i fell asleep... I woke up around 11 30 am and I have received so many messages from him trying to wake me up because I promised that I will go to his apartment and we'll sleep together... I had my lunch but I think that It will be gOOd to surprise him, so I texted him and told that I'll be staying at hOme to rest and my mom didn't give me money, so i can't go out... around 6 pm i finally decided to surprise him and hugged him so tight! I really miss him so much even if were together almost everyday... hahha i LoveshOo mahal... we had crazy moments earlier picture taking and stuffs... anyways that's all for now... kinda sleepy and it's already late bubye!

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