Lucid dreaming 1/26/12

I fell asleep last night way too early i didn't even had the chance to charge my phone, maybe i was just too tired been working everyday for long hours. Anyway, i had a weird dream last night, i went home and surprised step, cindy and kem and i was wondering how the hell am I home and i suddenly got really worried, coz first i can't afford this vacation right now then i didn't file any leave at work and also my bf's going to kill me coz i didn't bring him again with me. Then i was thinking i need to get back as soon as possible coz i have work the next day but for some reason there's no available ticket going back, and then Tom Brady (patriots quarterback) texted me saying he'll buy me the ticket to go back, that's when i realized i was dreaming... Then i told myself i need to wake up soon or ill be late for work coz i remember not setting up my alarm... I have the weirdest dreams sometimes especially when i sleep too long, different scenes and it feels like they're real, sometimes even nightmares. And i always remember them so vividly, i also realized im a lucid dreamer, i know exactly when i'm dreaming and i get to control it. It's like i remember my dreams but i suck remembering daily normal stuffs like where did i last put my stethoscope or my wallet. small things i forget but i always remember my dreams and i always dream everyday! even when i just take a nap for 20mins. That's why sometimes it confuses me if some of my childhood memories are dreams or they really happened. I don't know if this is a good thing but i have been like this since i was little. Anyway i think i will make a dream journal to keep track of the stuffs ive been dreaming. On the other note tom my bheb and I will have a short road trip to mass, our first weekend getaway just us two <3 29months -Don’t ever regret anything, because at one point it was exactly what you wanted.