I want.

I just want to live my life alone for now. I don't want responsibilities other than my responsibility to my family. I don't want commitments other than my commitment to God. I don't wanna hurt you anymore. I want to achieve my goals... but I want it my way. I'm not afraid of karma if that's my punishment for hurting you. I want you to not hurt yourself again. I want you to be happy but I'm scared to see you happy with someone else (selfish). I want to take risks. I want to be successful.

-sorry I just want to let it out....