Hi blog! I know it's been a really long time. I just want to change my blog into a different whole new level. This year I'm starting a new chapter of my life. This time i will change the name of my blog from love overdose to Happiness Overdose.
I can say that after so many years i finally found the love that ive been waiting for. I actually believed at some point that it will never happen. That i thought it's just impossible to be truly happy with someone.
I have no regrets from the last relationship coz it was my ultimate choice to con't fighting for it anf not to walk away and it bacame very exhausting but i also believe that in order for relationships to last you got to keep working hard to make it work no matter what, especially after the honeymoon phase. So i did. Eventually, i got tired. It felt like I'm the only one working, it became a burden and as much as i want to keep going i also started to believe i deserve better.
until i came to a realization that my ideal person to be with forever actually exist. He was just right in front of me. I never thought that all this things that are happening right now are possible.
They said that relationships are the best when you end up falling inlove with your friend. This is someone who you actually been honest with. Without any pretentions and you can say that you didnt even have to be at your best when you're around him or her. That's the kind of friendship that is really solid and falling inlove with that person is the best because you dnt have to pretend to be someone else, you dnt have to impress the other person that he'll fall inlove with the perfect, well behaved version of you.
That's what happened to us. Just one night changed our lives, we finally admitted that we were both attracted to each other but always shrugged the idea coz it seemed impossible and we were both in relationships. So it continued until we finally had the chance to say what we truly feel and to our surprise all the moments we thought we had feelings for each other, we were feeling the same thing at the same time.
I can say ive been truly happy since that night, i cant believe that i fallen inlove with my best friend. He is definitely perfect for me. It's not even that long yet but our connection is unexpected, we are so different in so many ways but perfectly the same in a much deeper level.
I was always skeptical of people when they say that they found their soulmates or that they are truly happy with their partners.
He's the best thing that ever happened to me. The more relationship you have the more you know what you really want in life. What personality will really fit you. And when you get lucky and you come across that person, take him/her and don't ever let go of that person.
We can talk about anything under the sun and do nothing and we still feel we had a great time.
We are compatible in so many aspect that our differences are not hindrances but challenges and more of a discovery in each other's world. It's amazing how i can say forever wihout being scared or without thinking of all the bad things that can happen.
It's really terrifying sometimes but in such a short period of time i feel like i can spend eternity with this person and be absolutely happy. :)