Does facebook ruin relationships?

yeah I got this as my status earlier... i had this conversation with my boyfriend and i really felt it bothered him so much when i was talking to my long lost friend back in elementary... My boyfriend was bothered because i was talking to a guy... and my bf is kinda the jealous type... and it was my fault because i didn't informed him about that conversation. It wasn't a big deal for me but i immediately think that what if he did the same thing and forgot to let me know? would i be upset? of course I will be!

So i tried to calm down and talk it out with him... tried to explain everything... I was a friendster fan way back HS and college... I'll never let a day pass without checking it just to see who viewed my profile and maybe who looked at my new uploaded pictures...

I never had a problem with my recent ex boyfriend about anything on friendster, not that I know of. Just because we are always together anyway... i guess i forgot about that and now still acting the way I was...

So me and my bf had a long talk about it and finally he understood my point of being far away from everybody and all my friends which i can only have conversations through facebook or chats...

Now I'm trying to put myself in his position and try to think before i do something because I don't really want to make him feel upset about anything and also i don't want to ruin what we already have just because of this small things thats bothering him.

I need to study anyway...

Long Week

yay! Happy Easter! If I didn't have to work tom. I would probably attend the mass but unfortunately, I need to work.

Tomorrow should be my day off til wednesday but like i said 7 more days til my day off! woah... Plus, tomorrow should be busy and really exhausting but i'll manage to survive...

I miss my bheb! no cuddling for a couple of days til our day off plus he will be transferred to a different shift, meaning we have lesser time together... :-(

But we should be happy and thankful if he finally got hired... it's really hard to find a job nowadays and this is just a challenge to our relationship... oh well. I'm kinda sleepy now but here's a whole lot pages of book to read!

why do you blog?

another day.. it's been a while since i last blogged.. i kinda missing
it so I'm writing one today..

i love to blog because its like giving me something to read in the future and make me remember what happened on these days of my life. It will also help me reflect if i had live a
good life or i had a lot to regret but either way I'm hoping it to be all good..

wishing that someday, like maybe few more years after, I'll be reading all this will
give a smile on my face rather than having all the regrets...

i love blogging i just dont have time to do it recently because of a lot of priorities that i need to be focused on.. blogging makes me a happy person too.. it makes me good at
telling stories and giving details on whats happening in my life.. it's more of a personal thing to read but I chose to make it public so maybe my readers could reflect on my experiences or relate to me in some way..
In my own personal view, it doesn't mean you have to make it private to be personal..

Blogging also helps me release stress and a big output of my ideas and whats
going on in my so called life.. but whatever ur reasons are for blogging either to make money or simply just make urself feel better by expressing urself. i personally think its very healthy on our emotional well being.. its like talking to somebody but you just want to feel that you've been heard by your friends or readers. i just love it! it sums up how i make decisions how i deal with circumstances and changes in my life and also makes a good source of evidence how my thinking matures overtime...

Happy 7th Month... <3

yep. happy 7th month my Love... I had so much fun earlier at the gym... we planned going to the gym around 6:30 am but since he can't wake me up coz i was sleeping like a baby.. i got up on my own around 10 then we had a super delicious breakfast @ iHop.. pancakes, eggs and sausage...

After that we decided to hit the gym around 11. We went to the whirlpool then to the Sauna then steam room then play around at the pool... it was our first time to go together swimming! It was actually fun!

Hello there Blog!

yup! I miss blogging...! like i really miss the times I used to write tons of blogs or at least one blog a day... I guess america is getting me real busy trying to make money for survival and no time to sit down and chit chat on my blog...

So far, this year is starting good... everything is going well... Been working my hours then some overtime... I worked for 11 days 12 hours shift! isn't it crazy? Well... I need to get something so might as well work hard for it...

Besides from work, love life is going good... sometimes he's being stubborn but I'm stubborn as well so we try to work it out lol. Never made efforts like this on my past but im loving it.

I have my four days off this week and I pretty much spent it with my bheb... Sunday, we visited rob and spent an hour with him and asked him hows life treating him over there. After that we went shopping @ westbrook and clinton then dinner at the chinese resto...

We bought the same shirt! lol for the first tme! hahahah so excited for our planned pictorial with bob but the weather is not very cooperative... news said it's gonna snow today but it didn't... Oh well winter is long so maybe next time we'll finally have a chance...

Still studying... i need to really do this but why can't I? lol I'm just so lazy... haiiizzz...
Been spending my days off SLEEPING... as in SLEEPING. both of us.

@ Work things are going crazy because besides the fact that work is getting busier and busier everyday there's a bunch of annoying people working there... People who don't mind their own business and keep their issues inside them. Gossips are crazy over there. Oh well I'm just worried about my friend about all of this, she can't really handle this kind of stress going on that's why it piss me off when people are trying to ruin everything and start making up stories. All i can do is try to support her and be at her side.

Overalll, life is life. bad things happen and you just have to try to hang on and do your best and always ask guidance from God in EVERY decision you make...

welcome 2010! (a late blog entry)

Wow another year has passed,
The highlight of my year? hmmmm what could it be?
a lot of things happened that i never imagined to even happen in my life, taste of failure and success... lost some people whom i valued and met new people that became a big part of my life for the past year...

First quarter of the month last year went so smooth, i got all the things that I wanted and bust my butt working to get it. Started the year going to review classes and all that stuff...

Second quarter was all work plus the not so effective studying that I did... really got so confident and didn't paid attention to things that i needed to be concentrating to...

Third quarter was chaos... failure. betrayal. Drama. Deception. heartache... but after all that? I learned a lot of lesson. Lessons that lead me to be very careful in every decision I make in my life...

Last quarter was fun.. get to have a sweet vacation.. New found love... Hope and forgiveness... There's some down part but not enough to end my year in vain or sadness..

I have so much to be thankful for to God... for all the blessings that he gave me... for a good life that I have right now... for giving me the people that bring about happiness and good memories. For true friendship, healthy family and for my Love... <3

I'm hoping for a better year... more happiness and contentment... Keep my family healthy and strong... and hopefully offer me my most awaited success... :-)

Crazy study habit

I went to starbucks this morning to grab some coffee and bread for breakfast after dropping off my bheb at work... I look around and ask the barista if they have a wifi connection and she said i need to pay for it so I went to starbucks site and registered. I was thinking about reviewing there since it's a little quiet and it feels different so time pass by after 1 and half hour of sitting there i didn't accomplish anything so i decided to go to a library nearby which is my first plan anyway. So Ive been here @ the library around 10: 30 am. and now it's already 12:03 pm.

Did i study for the past hour and half? nope. i can't focus. everytime i try to start some ideas go to mind like, Oh im going to see this site, oh im going to check my facebook again, oh i forgot to buy a gift for this person, go window shopping online... now its almost time to eat then i need to go grab something to eat coz i can't simply focus with my stomach empty!

I just can't focus. :-( psychological?? same college days study habits. i can't study without cleaning up my room doing laundry or doing some crafts by the time i feel ready its almost time to sleep or im already too tired to study...

are you experiencing the same thing? i just need to push myself to sit and start doing it!!! Maybe I'm just too anxious that I'm afraid to start... it's really crazy and waste of time. Now instead of starting off with my book here I am blogging my thoughts and going gaga with everything!

Oh well... I know I'm going crazy...