Commitment leads to action. Action brings your dream closer.

Friendster is f*c#*d up! well im so disappointed on how my friendster page turned out today grrrrr from 1200+ friends went down to like 87? wtf! hmmmmm hopefully they will fix it soon.

At last tomorrow is saturday! last day of workkkkkkk! wooooo... i don't mind working on my other job during sundays coz its not that hard unlike working 12hours... woooaah...

until now still can't find time for reading my books and stuffs grrrr.. i can see myslef 2months from now sobbing and so depressed because i failed my exam... hmp! hahhaa.. oppppsss knock on wood!!!! i don't want to expect anything but for now im wishing that the processing of my application will be successful and everything will go my way... Hope the lighting of candles will work again this time...

Oh my! NEWS: I'm getting fat or should i say GAINED WEIGHT for the first time... hahaha YES! im weighing 110lbs now... from 103 to 105 then 110! And it should stop there, no more... hahaha getting really cold everyday. Gemoy and I are still adjusting with the upcoming winter season... Thank God im not getting sick or what coz i can't afford to get sick! no no no!

and finally as the title of this blog says i need to do something to make my dreams come true and i need to be commited in that goal... to tell you honeslty im in the weakest level right now in meeting that goal of mine... maybe because I easily get contented with what I have in my life and sometimes i don't ask for more but the bad thing about that is im not opening my pathway to improvements... "HEY CHENG WAKE UP, REMEMBER THE FOUR YEARS..."

Motivate me

woooottt... got the mood to write a blog tonight and gaaaddd its been how many days since i wrote one. Hmmm okay just had my bday celebration last saturday and it was an awesome night with friends and family! superrrr... Thanks to all the people who remebered my bday and gave effort to greet me online, by call or personally. I really felt so special that day and even my coworkers put up a surprise for me and it made me cry huhuhu... and ofcourse thanks for the gifts! weeeee

few movie nights with my cuz and gemoy... tons of laughter, some issues. what else? uhmm WELL I AM SO LAZY! whats new? motivate me! help me guys... huhuhuhu i need to really REALLY really start READING!!!

okay...

Now im starting to save for Christmas so i can make my family's Christmas in the philippines really fun without me. hahaha... 10 Godchildrens oh my...I really need a lot of saving to do... whahahaha

Well hmmmm its kinda late and i need to read some few pages first before closing my eyes and fly away to wonderland lol :p

asi que el frio aqui

Woot.. its getting really cold and it sucks the good news is I gained weight which is really good haha that's my goal and atleast all the effort worked out. Few more days and its gonna be my 21st bday wooottt does it mean I'm old enough?

Haha well anyways I still feel like I'm just 16 haha well everything in my life is so good right now I feel loved by the people around me and everybody is taking really good care of me. I have my kuya, ate mhel, cousins and my aunt and all the filipino people here is really nice to me. Now it doesn't feel like I'm not at home anymore. This place is becoming my really 2nd home because of the people around me. I still miss my family and friends and hopefully I could get a chance to go home next year if my plans will work out and I'm praying for it.

It just sucks how some people can be really mean sometimes and it gets in to me but I have to suck it all out and I have no choice but to find ways how to deal with them..

I just love being nice and funny but it doesn't always mean that I like you as in like I'm flirting with you. Good thing I can be really patient at times and I didn't embarrassed you. Thank God I didn't do that coz if I did ul gonna lose all the confidence u have in ur system ahaha.

- just choose to hang out a lot with boys coz I don't like friendship dramas that usually girls do have.. so that it fow now.. I'm just bored here at work credits to ate mhel`s G1 hahaha...

Así que el frío aqu

whhheeeewww.... 1st step

I opened my account for CGFNS earlier and to my surprise my application are ready for processing!!! Good news after 6 weeks of waiting! Probably 2 more months for the other steps... Thank God tlga! haiiiizzzz need to start pushing myself to really focus reviewing!!! go go go!

Rainy and Windy Night!

just got home from work then straight to the PACI halloween party with ate mhel and the kids. At first, i don't really feel like going coz i want to take a shower first then im really tired from work since we did run a lot of mails today super! Its raining really hard when we got to the party. I never thought i would really enjoy the night, i saw sonia, kuya and everybody plus the gang also went there and im really happy to see them all again. My pamngkin Bella is so cute with her bug costume but too tired and sleepy to show off on the stage and keeps on crying that's why kuya and ate anna went home early. The rest of the night went so good! i had a blast even for just 2 hours i think?

Thanks to my operator i had the chance to take a picture in the trees @ the side of the building where I work cause there's a lot of leaves and big yellow trees there and it's really a nice view!
I wish i have long break time so i can hangout more often there under the trees reading books, relax. It's a good thing that it's not cold that earlier cause i forgot my jacket in the locker.

So far so good. I had a great time today and another long day work tomorrow but at least not a really stressful one... *hopefully* shift to the other job!

Espero que sí

Thank God naasikaso ko na lahat ng mga need ko for enrollment on my review! weeeeee haaaiiizzzz sunod na mission is CPR training for Adult and Infant haaiizz pero by december na siguro, sobrang busy ng november ko neto hopefully nasa plans p rin lahat, just worried sa processing ng CGFNS Intl kc sobrang bagal ata? i mean its been a month since i mailed all the requirements and i keep on calling them every now and then to check my status pero ung last na nakausap ko boses matanda naman and she said "it's a process" i know it's a process kaya nga can't wait na may mngyari na kahit one step man lng you know para may confidence nman sa side ko... pero ayun bahala na im just tired of worrying about everything...

Buti nalang mabait supervisor ko and he told me na pwede ako umalis ng maaga sa work kapag may review session ako para hnd ako malate, sayng naman daw kc malapit nq mahire! hahahha yes, temp plang status ko ngyon dun sa isa kong job, i promised to quit pero hirap na rin kc maghanap ng work ngyon i just go with the flow sabay sabay na hahhaah! bahala na si batman!

haiiizzzz sobrang nkakaloka na nga 2 na trbaho ko and need ko pa isingit ang review ko, tpos i have plans p n magvolunteer sa hospital hainaku e2 nnanamn sa mga plans, im just killing my self and spend all the time outside either working or hanging around with people kc nakakalungkot sa bahay sobra!

I have to stop spending on things that i don't really need (ow come on!) kailangan n tlgang magipon for this coming christmas... darating pa birthday q which means gastos nanaman to! hahahah!

Excited nq sa pagdating ni biyay!!! hahahah imsoexcited mega bonding na to...

Can't wait to have my own place ung ako lng mgisa or kami ni biyay away from people... hahaha grrrrr.... well gnyan tlga ang life i need to suck it all up anyways im still lucky i don't have any heavy problems and everything in my life is is stable right now.

Super antok na! geh geh TULOG NA!