Celebration and Frustration

wooot congratulations biyay! hahahah congatz for passing ur interview sa immigration and finally ur going here na!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee! i'm so happy and super excited and still jobless.. hahahaha i connect ba? lol

It's frustrating everytime I realize that I've been here for almost 2 months and still not able to accomplish any of my goals or plans... It's ok if im just going to work for myself but that is not the case, i have some loans to pay back home and need to help my mom with the bills, it's nice when i can send some of my hardwork money lol yeah right and it's so BORING here BORING! Thank God i met some new friends and it kinda lighten my life leaving here... NOEL, MIKE, JOHN, TRAM and Julian. Although we're not that close yet atleast I have someone to talk to other than the kids and ate mhel... They're really nice.

Filipinos here always love to have cook outs, get together and small parties or even poker sessions. Yeah that's the only other thing to do besides work. Speaking of work, I already signed a lot of applications for different companies and restaurants here, stop n shop, dunkin... Hopefully I could get the job in the clinic, the doctor said he will help me so i can earn the money for my exams! weeee but he's too busy and i am not expecting too much! lol days passed by so FASSSSST! hmmm....

AGAIN, Congrats to biyay! hahaha! by the time n dumating ka d2 WINTER na yari ka sa LAMIG! ako kaya????????

New Friends... had a good time.

finally! have new friends with the same interests! hahahah went to the party with ate mhel and the kids and met this friend of my kuya and he's really funny lol hahah we have a lot in common and also met some of his friends too and his ex girlfriend who's half vietnamese and half american i think? They have a lot of plans already like going to the mall, clubs and even have a plan bringing me to a strip club lol! hahaha. My bro also went to the party but unfortunately he's not with bella and ate anna coz it's kinda late already. I miss my dearest pamangkin!

It's really nice to have a big brother who's always there to protect you and be there for you. He was kinda "OKAY GUYS NOT TOO CLOSE TO MY SIS WALANG TALO TALO D2 MAKUHA KAYO SA TINGIN" ahahah but yeah it's really nice to have new friends to talk to. TALK and TALK and TALK. I miss you mahal, i really do. I'm always talking about you, your tattoos, How much you love me, how great our love was, you being my bestfriend. I miss my bestfriend. My only bestfriend in the whole wide world.

Freakin Tired...

i miss i miss

hhhmmm e2 alas 3 ng hapon d2 malamang tulog kayo ng mga oras n ton sa pinas unless ngpupuyat kayo! heehe...

well, i just want to update my blog and you guys kung interesado kayo hahahaha sa aking buhay! ahahah. First, and dami kong namimiss na bagay ung mga damit ko ung mga gamit ko, ung computer kong bulok, ung kwarto kong maliit, @ higit sa lahat family ko at mga kaibigan ko...

Mga natutunan ko d2? MAGLUTO, hahaha gumawa ng ENSEMADA, EMPANADA, CASSAVA CAKE @ INIPIT hahahaha dapat pala ng HRM nlng ako... hahahah NAtutunan ko rin na magpasensya sa mga bata, before sobrang pinapaiyak ko p mga pamangkin ko pero ngyon humahaba n ung pasenxa ko hahaha. Nagagamit ko na ung Developmental theory ni Erik Erikson lol. NATUTO din akong Magshopping! amp na yan! pero sympre dun muna ako sa mga sale sale aahhaha tpos natuto din ako magdrive!!! weeeeee

well ayun kahit anong gawin ko nilelead tlga sa dapat ung daan ko, tama ba nmng hnd kami magkainitndhan ng mama ko at ayun pumalpak ung application ko for LPN, nagaantay aq ng 2weeks sa wala.. Kasalanan ko naman i told her n xa ung magfax and hnd ako tumwag agad sa Public Health d2 to confirm kung natanggap na nila Application ko, plus kaht school pa ung ngfax ganun din kulang din ng transcript.

Naisip ko kung tutuloy ko p ba? oh magtatake na ko ng NCLEX RN agad? pero i need to work sabay sa Review kc i need to get the money na kulang for my application... bayad na ung exam sa pearson vue, $200 for the exam but since ang nilagay q dun LPN may bayad na 50$ pag chinange mo to RN, plus $135 application sa New York + $350 for CGFNS verification dahil foreign educated ako... expensive noh>? unlike LPN mgbabayad ka lng ng 75+200 that's it. Plus i need to send money sa pinas para sa mga expenses sa bahay... good thing meron p rin akong savings sa bangko kaso nga lng paguwi ko p ng pinas makukuha and di pwedeng i authorize si mama...

Mahirap maging mahirap hahahah... nkakapressure pa lalo kc mga friends ko RN na hahaha medyo naovercome ko na ung part na yun... kc sobrang saya q feeling ko pumasa rin ako ahhaha. Tapos ung mga kamaganak pa tanong ng tanong kung may trabaho nq >.<>

MADAMING PAGKAIN. ang natatapon ko araw araw... nakakapanghinayang lalo n nung first week ko d2 ang sakit sa loob na itapon ung mga leftovers. Hindi katulad sa pinas pwede mo pakain sa aso or ipamigay sa kapitbahay. d2 dretcho sa basurahan. Hindi ko naman carry na ubusin lahat un lol. Si ate mhel kc pagnagluto tuloy tuloy na hindi m n mapipigilan parang ngluluto pra sa 10 tao eh lima lng kmi d2 plus kids pa ung dalawa...

NAKAKAADDICT ANG COOLATTA... pramis.. sana merong ganito sa pinas talbog pa ang starbucks. Now i know kung bakit mahilig sila d2 sa donut kc masarap ung donut d2. Sana meron ding Coolatta sa mga dunkin donuts sa pinas... magadvertise ba? hahaha d2 nauubos savings ko amp almost $4 isa ung medium size na parang xLarge na sa pinas pero nauubos ko p rin hahahaha.

AYOKO UNG PIZZA d2. Ayoko ung pizza d2 lalo na nung una kong matikman pero siguro kayo mageenjoy kayo mas gs2 ko ung pizza n simple lng i mean parang DIDIS pizza hahaha

NANONOOD ako ng BIG BROTHER d2. hahaha grabe kc ung Big brother nila siraan d2 siraan doon tpos tlgang plastican sila super... kc d2 hindi taong bayan ang huhugsa hahaha sila sila sa loob ng bahay!

MUKHA DAW AKONG BATA. Leche. nanliliit ako sa mga tao d2 hahahah ang tatangkad. Hindi daw ako mukhang 20 kumusta pa kaya ung mga kaibigan ko???

HINDI PALA AKO ADDICT. hahahha kahit wala akong ginagawa at bored ako never kong naisip magyosi hahahah kaya pinamigay ko ung 2 pack na dala dala ko hahahah.

Npapahaba na ang kwento ko lol kung merong part na hindi kayo naliliwanagan comment nalang hahaha..

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a Good Conversation

well, today i had one of the most meaningful conversation I've ever had... talked to Kang (erica) on the phone like for two hours?? wheeeww... I mean we're not even close when we're still classmates before we used to talk but just crazy college stuffs... i used to be annoyed on how she laughs in class but I got used to it and I kinda missed it when she left... It's really nice to have her on my YM list and atleast it has given us a chance to know more about each other. I had a lot of good conversations before but this is one of the best. I mean we talked about a lot of things like how's life going on and this and that and she opened me to a lot of views and I also learned a lot of things. We talked about God, faith and even hell... lol yeah some of you may feel uncomfortable talking with ur friends about God but I tell you, it's really a good topic to share with your friends... She's like my friend Gracee, hahah.

Grace, always enlightens me about a lot of things especially about christianity and she's really nice. She even introduced a very interesting book that I wish someday I could have one copy of that... "The Screwtape Letters" by C.S Lewis. It's nice to have friends like them... My blog is not even enough to describe these two girls. I want to keep you my Gals as my friend forever. You made a difference in my LIFE.

One step at a time...

woahhh.. I've been here for like 1 month and 9 days.. wheeewww! can't believe that I survived that nyahaha lol.. it sucks when you plan a lot of things and it doesn't go on your way... I have to be patient and wait.. but so far everthing is fine, yes im still JOBLESS nyahaha... and i need motivations right now oh my! hahaha been busy doing a lot of things except READING and REVIEWING... hahaha yeahh.. i feel lazy... im always lazy to read hahah..

Today, we went shopping.. yeah hahah but i hate it coz i can't help myslef but to buy things and clothes that i don't even need. AND I NEED TO SAVE MONEY hmmmppp... anyway Jaybee (tita mhel's son) went back to canada today, he stayed here for like a month so things became a little lighter here coz i Have a teen with me in the house and someone to help me with the kids.. he's really nice SOMETIMES hahaha lol joking... gonna miss him for sure..
I had a really tough driving lesson last night that made me really scared about driving... i feel dumb about it.. but nevermind hahah...

we grab some snacks and movie last night and i was kinda amazed about the DVD vending machine like hahah... lol...
hmm still waiting for my ATT, 1 week more then let's see... T_T

It's kinda late already but I want to congratulate all my batchmates who passed the board exam. For those who didn't make it, come on guys we're still young, it's not the end of the world, DON'T LOSE HOPE, things happen for a reason, goodluck and Godbless to all of us.

JUBILAEUS! nyahaha

well, how's life so far? nyahaha I know some of you already find a job that's too far from what should we be doing while waiting for the result of the exam but what could we do? the hospitals don't have much to offer... lol! Some are already starting their path as nurses! yeaaahhh! and some are kinda being hopeless coz they feel like kinda hopeless coz they can't start doing what they want to do for a lot of reasons... well first, guys come on give ur self a BREAK nyhaha unless u really need the money to support ur family or buy the things u want using ur own money... but 2months of a jobless life is not bad,, really... we've been studying for almost 16years of our life that's a lot of time compared to 2 months of taking a break and relaxing and somewhat feel LIFE... besides, when u start working that's it! you'll be working and working and working... YOU deserve to take a break... we all do... It's easy to say huh? hahaha I'm also feeling that way that its kinda depressing that I'm already 1month staying here and still jobless and plus the fact that I'm away from the people that I love, from the things that I used to do... it really sucks you know.

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My life cycle here is kinda boring, like wake up @ 10am, clean, prepare breakfast for the Kids, read a little bit, watch TV/movies, read a little bit, go to the soccer fireld with the kids, EAT EAT EAT! read read read, surf the net... lol sleep around 3am! then another day cycle, plus dinner and lunch @ mall or some resto... Finding a job here is easy but Finding the RIGHT JOB is kinda different, since nurses should have a LICENSE woah... and they are expensive and ur kinda prone to depression nyahaha if you get what I mean... just waiting for my ATT to be delivered here and if I pass? woah I'll be the happiest person haha and if hmmmm just please visit me in my funeral... hahahaha lolzzz.. after the exam I'll probably start looking for a job...

WHAT MOTIVATES ME IS FIRST, MY FAMILY, then mY friends coz I'm really missing them a lot! then the different GADGETS lol! hahahah