Xmas Shopping

ohhhhhhh we went xmas shopping last night for gifts and stuffs and ayun namulubi nanaman ako pero carry lang saya prin hahahah... ayoko ng umalis sa VS store kc lahat ng gs2 ko halos ngsale hahahaha! so much fun pero ayun medyo nkkpgod din... kulang pa ung mga napamili... hahahah well maybe tomorrow again for the other people!!

so far so good, first Christmas without my family around, feels so alone but atleast I know na magiging super blessed ng christmas nila... Super thankful ako kay Lord even if hindi pa talaga ako ngwowork as my profession I still have the job and still earning enough to support my family which is really important for me... ayun chena chena so tired...

The Airforce Dream

wooot this is the day that im supposed to go back to Philippines to prepare for my basic training for airforce in Texas. i need to go back since as my ex-recruiter said Philippines is my entry point so it means i should go back then go to guam then to texas. When I got here and everybody was asking for my plans and i told them about my recruiter's idea everybody was like.. "what? why do you need to go back to the Philippines when you can go straight to texas?!" and i was like i dunno? ahhha that's what my recruiter said and yeah he got a point i signed up using my address in the Philippines and I had two free trips to Guam for the exams and everything hahaha.. Then I ended up quitting... lol

Its not that I'm scared.. (wooooo I'm scared!!!! ) hahahaha it took so long for my recruiter to process everything and i can't stay for long in the Philippines doing nothing and don't no if I'm waiting for something or till when... its just crazy... then when I got here everything changed in a snap! as in all my plans....

I saved money for my NCLEX application and i didnt heard form my recruiter for a couple of months and I didnt tried to contact him too because I was so busy looking for a job and setting things up.

Finally, I gathered all the things that I needed and sent my Application, couple of weeks later my recruiter emailed me saying that I need to leave for basic on December 16... and i was like how can i do that i just applied for my RN and I already paid for it, I can't just let it go like that when almost all of my salary went to that application.

Until I started hearing stories about basic some are really fun and some are really making me think twice about joining... then my recruiter asked me for last one question if I still want to join or not. then that's it didn't replied to that message and the next day I emailed him formally...

Now gracee is in her techschool having fun and that's really good, i mishooo girl so much, 4days of bonding moments but it felt like we've known each other for a long time!!! (sound so lesby haha) lol hahahaha goodluck!!! and don't ever dare to forget me hahahaha! (PAGDASAL MKO LAGI GIRL HAHAHA)

Hope to see you again!!

I'll probably try to join again after I passed my exam and hopefully I'll pass the first time... *praying*

about my exam: I'm still waiting and gathering all the patience in my system... haha excited for my class next month.. wooooooooooo! hopefully matuloy n talaga!

IKAW: sorry tlga... loveshooo tatuan kong boypren. hahahaah... mwah mwah!

My First Snow Fall

Last saturday was Nokio's bday I was not really feeling good that day since i worked 7am to 7pm and i feel really sick and my throat is starting to hurt.. but still got dressep up and wait for them to pick me up... They arrived around 9pm and im all set up then there we go... on our way I was just quiet the whole time and just listening to music then a couple of small white thing was hittin the window so I suddenly remembered my supervisor told me that its gonna start raining snow that night so I was like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa NOEL SNOW BA YUN??? SNOW BA YUN???? and he was like "Hindi mga fibers fibers plang yan d p tlga yan ung snow..." then I was like a little bit dissapointed coz i thought the snow is starting to fall... then few more minutes it got bigger! and its really starting to fall!!!! like its raining and i was like WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SNOWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! then i opened the window and put my hands out to feel it! lol i was like a little kid and i was really amazed like its not even real wahahahah! PICTURE PICTURE!!!!!

hahahah i got a video on my reaction and how happy i am and crazy its dark and you cant really appreciate it but yeah i sound really crazy ahahahahha

Its weird that its not even that cold when there's snow unlike when its just a normal night, VIP status! hahahah nice... got a lot of drinks dance a little bit then went straight to the diner to eat something then to the hotel party! slept the whole time coz i was really tired!!!


Happy bday parekoy!

Hello my friends, How are you?

hey guys been missing you a lot lately, super! Thanks for those who always email me and ask me hows my life here appreciate it! anyways I really want to write about something but can't find the right topic hmmm...

I'm still waiting for the next step in my career and hopefully everything will be fine and there will be no problems at all...

I miss the good old days when you just have to wake up early in the morning then go to school, talk to your friends have a simple life... midnight chit chats outside the house. sleep like your dead. Never ending duties and school projects...

Last week, I was talking with my co worker and I was telling him how I miss PI like the food and everything... and I said "and I also miss the times when me and my friends will go food trippin and eat some fishballs and buy some snacks..." and he was like... "wtf what?? FISHBALLS?!!! do you realize how small the balls of the fish are?" and i was like no! we call it fishballs but its actually fish and some ingredients and not just the balls haller???

hahahah... well a lot of drama lately super... but here I go again, tryin to make things better and trying hard to make him comeback after all the things I said and pushing him away... Im a crazy bitch i know...

Love Bipolar

hmmmpp e2 nanaman si ako... tama na ksi... bt ganun?
if you dont like drama, just don't read this one...

Its his birthday today and im so excited to call him and sing a birthday song for him like what he did on my birthday, I alarmed my phone and i want it to be exactly 12 then there I was so excited to dial his number and then I got disappointed because his phone was off... so every hour i tried to call him but still his phone is off... I checked his page to see if there's something new.. And yes there is something new... now I know what's the message for... "If you have somebody else right now I hope he will love you the way I did.." I've been here for 5 long months and I never attempted to find somebody else or accept somebody. I just live my life day by day. I talked to boys take pictures with them, actually go out with few but that's it. I guess you can't wait. That's fine...

It hurts like hell but It also felt good... how ironic... I miss the feeling... the feeling of getting hurt... yes, I am jelous and you did a very good job... so this is the point of you letting go? so is she the one?

I am not going to hold you back again like before and then just leave you again in nowhere... if this is all the karma and i have to pay back the pain that you've suffered then that's the call... Like i said I know im gonna be really sorry for letting you go and i can't find somebody else like you...

I hope this is the happiness that you've been waiting for... and "us" is the best thing that happened to me, nobody can beat what you did...

"You miss me or just the things I do for you?"

-the things that you did for me are part of who you are, so yeah...

Este es un dia muy frio!

what a week again... thank God it's saturday tomorrow which means last day of 12 long hours of work... well well well! hahaha everything is fine but just lots of drama at home for the past days... some personal stuffs but its affecting me, too much stress... lol.

My new boyfriend is here! hahaha maybe ill take a couple of pictures of him tomorrow... hahah been saving for a couple of weeks for this one... I need to be careful in spending on stuffs. Naaaa he's not an actual guy... i bought this ipod touch so i can bring my review stuffs with me anywhere and a lot of reasons behind... yeah i know its too much... but hey i work hard its a little late bday gift to myself wahahaha.... at first i was thinking if im gonna buy Nikon D60 or this one but at the end i found myself clicking ipod touch, i dunno maybe the free engraving thing to personalized it convinced me... I can't buy iphone first the unlocked ones are too expensive then there's no iphone in t-mobile so yeah sorry for me...then that's it hahaha.

colder and colder EVERYDAY!

ohh la la... im getting really sleepy... huhuh

P.S im trying to learn spanish and i kinda know some sentences now wooohoooo....!

Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion

well i have 2 days off isn't great? hahaha i should be reading but I slept almost the whole day yesterday and it gave me a headache! whaha well... I don't know how to start this blog because there's a lot of things in my mind that I want to share with you guys... ahahaha

Early this morning as a opened my window to check if kuya mike is already at home I saw the grass outside covered with a thin layer of ice and the air is really really cold, i got a little bit excited and got scared too coz it's a new experience for me, well they said snow will start to fall next week and my supervisor is so excited for me hahah... he keeps on telling me worst thing about winter instead of telling me the good things about it... maybe because it is really that bad...

Thanksgiving is coming and again it's my first thanksgiving here. I have a lot of things to be really thankful for, so much blessings... new friends, jobs, good health and a loving family!

Last saturday, was clubbing night, I got out from work around 5 30 then Alan dropped off his late gift which is really nice! i love the color...! then prepared around 8 30, waited for gemoy then finally ready for the night... I was feeling a little bit tired but i had a lot of fun! After clubbing we went straight to Denny's for breakfast then @ 5 am finally got home, slept for an hour then woke up for work@ 7am! I was really sleepy that day and it feels like im so high ahhah... Paid the price of having fun!

I bought a boyfriend... pretty soon you'll gonna meet him hhahaha.... so excited!!!!!!!!!